Kookie9908 - Hello Poetry

You planted a garden in her heart But then you left... You left the garden unkempt Vines and thorns left growing Thorns ***** her skin, vines entangle her mind, wrapping around her neck, she gasps for air But there was no one, no one there to save her. She was alone, suffering, slowly withering

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Feb 26, 2020

Feb 26, 2020 at 8:12 PM UTC

Kookie9908

The Garden

You planted a garden in her heart But then you left... You left the garden unkempt Vines and thorns left growing Thorns ***** her skin, vines entangle her mind, wrapping around her neck, she gasps for air But there was no one, no one there to save her. She was alone, suffering, slowly withering

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You don't understand it. The heavy breathing The hollow gap in my heart Even I don't understand it... Doubt settles in my brain Insecurity embedded in my mind. This is an endless cycle, My downwards spiral... I want this to stop I want the suffering to end I want to cease the pain I just want to feel whole again...

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Feb 26, 2020

Feb 26, 2020 at 8:02 PM UTC

Kookie9908

Anxiety

You don't understand it. The heavy breathing The hollow gap in my heart Even I don't understand it... Doubt settles in my brain Insecurity embedded in my mind. This is an endless cycle, My downwards spiral... I want this to stop I want the suffering to end I want to cease the pain I just want to feel whole again...

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Panic sinks its teeth into my laboured lungs, my shortened breaths signalling their imminent collapse. Breathe in, breathe out I've been through this before. It's going to be alright, it's just a panic attack. Walking down the crowded street among the lucky extroverted souls, who can blind themselves with the cacophony created by a cold city's chaos. Keep my eyes trained on the ground, but keep a vigilant eye on the sidewalk behind, To be sure fear, won't ever catch up to me.

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Feb 26, 2020

Feb 26, 2020 at 7:53 PM UTC

Kookie9908

Introverted Soul

Panic sinks its teeth into my laboured lungs, my shortened breaths signalling their imminent collapse. Breathe in, breathe out I've been through this before. It's going to be alright, it's just a panic attack. Walking down the crowded street among the lucky extroverted souls, who can blind themselves with the cacophony created by a cold city's chaos. Keep my eyes trained on the ground, but keep a vigilant eye on the sidewalk behind, To be sure fear, won't ever catch up to me.

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You told me you loved me You said I was your forever You promised me that you won't ever leave... But in the end, all those were empty promises Everything you said was a lie I cry every night wondering When did our love die... What happened to our love? What happened to our forever? What happened to our promises? What happened to us... Each dreary day pass as I fake a smile Underneath my mask are tear threatening to fall This broken heart that no one sees Is now far beyond anyone's reach All those nights spent locked in my room As silent tears stream stream down my cheeks Every whimper barely above a whisper And my mind keeps turning and turning Searching for a reason To why you have left me In this desolate state In this empty world, scarred and hurt I remember all the good memories we made All the bright smiles we shared Is this all in the past now? Or do we still have a chance?

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Feb 26, 2020

Feb 26, 2020 at 7:33 PM UTC

Kookie9908

Broken Promises

You told me you loved me You said I was your forever You promised me that you won't ever leave... But in the end, all those were empty promises Everything you said was a lie I cry every night wondering When did our love die... What happened to our love? What happened to our forever? What happened to our promises? What happened to us... Each dreary day pass as I fake a smile Underneath my mask are tear threatening to fall This broken heart that no one sees Is now far beyond anyone's reach All those nights spent locked in my room As silent tears stream stream down my cheeks Every whimper barely above a whisper And my mind keeps turning and turning Searching for a reason To why you have left me In this desolate state In this empty world, scarred and hurt I remember all the good memories we made All the bright smiles we shared Is this all in the past now? Or do we still have a chance?

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