As I lay myself to sleep tonight,
Thoughts of you came into my head.
As I lay myself to sleep tonight,
Picturing your sweet gorgeous smile while I’m lying on my bed.
As I lay myself to sleep tonight,
Can’t forget those beautiful eyes.
As I lay myself to sleep tonight,
Can’t believed that I have my new vice.
That would be to gaze at you secretly,
Memorizing you repeatedly.
Memorizing the whole you,
For now that is all I wanna do.
Wishing you a goodnight,
As I lay myself to sleep tonight...
Jun 4, 2020
Jun 4, 2020 at 11:55 AM UTC
What it is with you that I can’t get enough off??
Doing something here then all of a sudden it’s you that I am thinking off...
Probably that gorgeous smile?
That I can’t taken off of me even for a little while...
Or maybe that beautiful eyes of yours??
That makes my heart pounding like running horse...
Oh!! probably the deepness in you??
Still so mysterious in everything you do...
Or?!? the way you treated other people??
Specially with your nan, you’re taking it with pride and how you stand tall...
But I guessed it’s the whole you
Your whole personality that makes you, you!!
People probably looked at you as a typical girl
But once they know you, their mind will be twirl...
Coz your that kind of girl who’s full of surprises
Kind of girl that has been through a lot of life’s test...
Kind of girl that will do everything for her love ones
Kind of girl that once you see, you can say that she’s the one...
Sep 11, 2019
Sep 11, 2019 at 11:51 PM UTC
One glance is all I need for you to make my day
One glance to make this sadness go away...
One glance just to see you smile
One glance makes everything worth while....
One glance is all I need for you to make me happy
One glance is all it takes for you to make go crazy...
One glance is all I need for this heart to skipped its beat
One glance is all I need for this heart to wish for a repeat...
One glance is all it takes for you to take my breath away
One glance is all i need for you to make me think about you the whole day...
One glance is all I need for you to make me wear that smile you gave me
One glance is all it takes for you to make this old soul happy as it can be...
Yes!!! All I need is that one glance for you to make me complete...
Sep 11, 2019
Sep 11, 2019 at 10:29 AM UTC
Cuteness overload
Watching you pouring your heart out like you sending me a code
Code of being yourself whenever you are
Code of being highlighted and being a star
Star on your own way
Seeing you enjoying yourself makes me wanna stay...
Supposed to go early after I ate
Since I wanna watch you I decided not to go and stayed late...
One song in particular took my attention
As I staring on one of the gods greatest creation....
And as the song goes:
“Seasons are changing and waves are crashing and
Stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
'Cause you're my
You're mine
My true love
My whole heart
Please don't throw that away
'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning grey (grey)”
The lyrics has got a deeper meaning
As they belted their voices out singing...
Smiling while I staring at you
Trying to figured out on how to call your attention too...
Then you sang this song
Would like to take the mike and sing along...
This song is really is one of my favorite
Don’t care if they’re laughing at you all I want you to Stet....
As this song goes like this:
“I don't know what it is that you've done to me
But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing
It's a feeling that I don't understand
'Cause my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of loving you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you
I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak
I lose all control and something takes over me
In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your loving makes me weak”
Weakened as I continue staring at you
While singing you probably don’t have any clue...
Clue on how you made my night into day
Listening to your music makes me wanna sway...
Sway on every bass that the speaker sound
Swaying while I’m looking around...
Wrote this in purposed not to get you annoyed
Coz I really mean everything that I have written and that everything with you in it I totally enjoyed...
Sep 7, 2019
Sep 7, 2019 at 9:55 PM UTC
Last night was a blast
Enjoying ourselves, but wait! Isn’t it too fast??
The time that I had with you
Wish I can hold it back, so I can spend more time with you...
Talked about everything and anything
But all of it has a deeper meaning...
But my favorite part is when you talked more about you
How the way you say everything is like listening to my favorite music too...
Staring at you every time
Your eyes, smile, always makes everything in rhyme...
I can stare at you the whole day
Only if you let me stay...
As expected, you always kept me amazed
Your personality, makes you more beautiful can’t help not to gazed...
My astonishment is special angel like you
do really exist
From up above, pouring down your love like a mist...
You don’t have any idea how happy you made me
Right now there’s no other place that I wanted to be...
But to be on your side every day and every night
And will try to keep my promises with all my might...
Sep 6, 2019
Sep 6, 2019 at 11:44 AM UTC
To my Detective,
I may not be as good looking as Lt. Pierce
You may not heard of him yet but let me tell you he’s not going to die in Spears...
I may not be as perfect as your past
Which like Detective Espinosa, your relationship didn’t last....
I may not be as pure and holly as Amenidiel,
Made a lot of mistakes and learning from it all still...
I may not be there all the time like Mazikeen
But promised you I’m free whenever you need me and I’m all in...
I may not be as good listener as Doctor Linda Martin
But my ears are all yours whenever you need it, I’m willing to listen...
I may not be as open minded as Ella Lopez
But will trust you without second guess...
I may be facing some difficulties right now
Just like Lucy facing his other siblings but he managed to win over them somehow...
What I’m trying to say is that I wanna be there for you anytime that you needed me,
You can count on me like Detective can count on Lucy...
You’re my Detective Chloe Decker
And I want to be your Lucifer Morningstar forever...
Oh I almost forgot!!!
About Trixie!!!
Too early to talk about her, hopefully soon but we’ll see
Sep 2, 2019
Sep 2, 2019 at 2:00 AM UTC
Sorry I know I’ve told you that I’m not gonna write you poem anymore.
But can’t help myself, feeling so high, it soar...
I know you’re not used to this, But please do
Not now I know but hoping eventually you will too...
I don’t know anything about your past
And how it didn’t last...
I don’t care about that
Past is past, important thing is now and where you’re currently at...
Liked what I’ve said I’m not forcing you on anything
I’m doin all this because of the joy you bring...
Into my life right now,
All I want is to know you more and not thinking of anything else coz I know we will get there somehow...
I know it’s just been days
But you’d done so much to turn my life around in your own little ways...
Will take all this slowly
And if its meant to be, it will be eventually...
So thankful for that long talked we’ve had
Turns out that’s not bad...
I mean I thought you’re just making fun out of me
But been giving all that a deeper though on how all this is going to be...
Again sorry for making you uncomfortable
Not my intention to make it frightful...
All I want is to make you something special
Coz that is what you are and you deserve more than the usual...
Aug 29, 2019
Aug 29, 2019 at 1:00 AM UTC
Is this how love really works???
One, who is willing to do anything...
One, who is willing to understand everything...
One, who is willing to ignore his/her feelings...
for the one ***** loves,
Even they’re hurting themselves???
Is this how love really works???
One, who is willing to wait for their turn...
One, who is not expecting anything in return...
One, who is trying to control the emotion that they’ve been feeling...
One, who is always thinking about the one while looking at the ceiling...
Is this really how the love works???
One, who is willing not to say anything at all,
Than to have their relationship fall...
One, who is willing to get hurt for that one,
Than to look for anew one...
So is this how love really works???
I really don’t know!
My first time to have this kind of feeling,
Hope someone can tell me coz I really want to know...
Jan 20, 2019
Jan 20, 2019 at 11:55 AM UTC
Why I’m feeling like this???
I asked myself why? And why are you badly missed???
People doesn’t wanted to be miss,
It’s a natural feeling that just occurs
when we think of someone that is very important to us...
Tonight is very different from the others,
It’ll be more nights like this till the 31st...
Trusting you and all the words you’re saying,
Knowing that you’re with her, can’t do anything...
Guess I have to hold on on the words and promises that we’ve made,
Thinking of all possibilities to persuade...
Please Mahal ko, don’t get me wrong,
I know what we have is undeniably strong...
It’s just a human nature,
The reason my heart is feeling tortured...
But just don’t mind me please,
I understand that you have no choice and you really need to do this...
Just can’t help myself not to be this way,
Wishing that I have the power to say “NO WAY”...
It’s just the way it is,
Maybe one of the reasons why the people don’t wanted to be missed???
Teary eyes while I’m writing this and thinking of you...
So let me end this song saying “ I really misses you at sobrang mahal na mahal po kita mahal ko “...
Dec 28, 2018
Dec 28, 2018 at 11:51 AM UTC
First Christmas together as a couple,
Not single nor double...
Given me way too much than I expected,
All of it are pretty much appreciated...
First Christmas together and we’ve done so much,
One day! it’s not even over yet but already longing for your touch...
First Christmas together and you’d shown me the true beauty inside you,
What a beautiful gift coming from gods perfect creations,
We both know that you’re my angel too...
First Christmas together, even though your far,
Enjoyed your gift last night that you set on the highest bar...
I wonder? how are you going to top it?
But you surprised me with much better one and I enjoyed every second of it...
First Christmas together and I hope it won’t be our last,
Too many plans for our future, praying that it will be a blast...
First Christmas together and I know that with you, we can do so much together,
Plans, bucket list and many more
I know that everything with you, will be much better...
Merry Christmas
Dec 25, 2018
Dec 25, 2018 at 5:27 AM UTC