Kitsuko_Dragonstar
16/GF/USA
Hello hello My name it Toko and my pen names are Kitsuko Dragonstar and The Writing Kitsune. Im a boy that gives of feminine vibes and I hope to share that by my writing along side getting my name out there to open new doors in life for me in the world.
“Toys”
“Tools”
OBJECTS,
They can be adored,
They can be cherished,
But that can’t be loved,
Because who ever would,
Your time,
Your words,
Your Varry existence,
Is enough to be with,
You shouldn’t have to offer,
You shouldn’t be giving yourself away,
You…YOU don’t need to owe a debt,
A debt I once thought I owed,
But I couldn’t have Been more wrong.
-Kitsuko Dragonstar
3d ago
May 31, 2026 at 2:24 PM UTC
that day I fell from the sky,
I was cursed like any other of course,
Telling me “no longer will you have guidance,
With a long rant about how “you will never find”
But waking up I found myself clinging to things,
Something definitely real and special to me,
My friends,
My found family,
The precious things I’ve made,
Maybe it was a dream of sorts,
Or a reality I broke away from,
But only when I die once more again,
Will I find the truths I seek,
Until then my dears,
I truly am here to write and star.
-Kitsuko Dragonstar
4d ago
May 30, 2026 at 6:47 PM UTC
That day I broke,
Since ah long long time ago,
Teacher ***** slapped me,
Real…real hard,
And it hearted,
That stinging on my cheek,
I still feel it,
But I also remember,
Her warm and tight embrace,
Her warmth of a true woman caring,
I cried all night clung to her for dear life,
She whispered to my messy state,
“You can’t keep struggling alone”
“So why keep trying to do it all alone”
She asked as all I could do was cling to her,
Clinging to dear life,
And ever since the day she left,
Ever since she vanished out of the blue,
I choose to carry her empathy,
Her kindness no one could copy,
Still using her “tough then kind” method,
Because it was her who tough me,
Like life,
Comfort can’t always just be easy.
-Kitsuko Dragonstar
5d ago
May 28, 2026 at 11:49 PM UTC
Why am I scared,
Why do I feel so dumb,
So…helpless all over again,
It’s as if I’m to scared to stand,
…why am I so scared of fighting,
WHY am I so tarried to push back,
I’m scared of my reputation,
I’m scared of my relations,
I’m scared to lose this little world I’ve made,
With all my friends by my side,
With all those I hold dear to my heart,
But..,
Rebelling,
Fighting back,
Saying what I felt,
But that was then I,
Tohru Morningstar had nothing,
Nothing to lose but only gain,
So…what changed me to here,
Where I cant even fight for real,
Why am I trying to be some price keeper,
Why can’t I fight for what right to me,
Why can’t I fight on anymore.
-Kitsuko Dragonstar
7d ago
May 27, 2026 at 8:08 PM UTC
Have you ever felt it?
That feeling of a cold blade,
Wether it be behind you or infront,
That feeling of your warm blood trickling down,
That feeling terrified me,
It left me gasping and walking away,
This life of where I’m just any person,
That feeling of sick Deja Va wiping it all away,
Party’s of such I’ve been here before,
Charming men and woman all over,
But that feeling of a slick blade I could never,
I could never forgot how my dress go tainted,
Soiled from the blood of my back and abdomen,
As I reaches for the man I trusted,
To the woman I gave my secrets to,
How under their masks they just snickered,
I lost my precious life as a possible queen,
They took it all away,
My right to live,
My future,
My varry innocence.
-Kitsuko Dragonstar
May 16
May 16, 2026 at 4:38 PM UTC
Useless,
Unworthy,
Replaceable,
I’m just not human,
A being with feelings,
A person with emotions,
If that’s how I’m ment to be,
That I must be fine with it all,
My time is Expendable,
My feelings arm precious,
My tears aren't just “proof” of my sorrow,
But objects don’t cry,
Tools don’t eve feel thing,
And I’m just ment to be “useful”
If not…I’m better off just being thrown away,
But thats just how I'm ment to be,
I wanna Be human to,
To have my feelings agknolaged,
To be worth someone’s time without disturbing,
But tools don’t have feelings,
Objects like me get to be agknolaged ,
And THINGS like me are just ment to be useful,
-Kitsuko Dragonstar
May 11
May 11, 2026 at 6:27 PM UTC
I…”I like you”
A lot…I mean a lot a lot,
And if you were standing,
If you were breathing for real,
I’d break…I’d cry…I’d look so different,
Different from my perfect lie of a performance,
I’d cry so hard,
I’d cling for dear life,
I’d be so…”imperfect”
And you'd see the real me,
I’d give anything for it,
The opportunity with you I mean,
I’d try and give you the world,
I’d give you more then one reason to smile,
I’d…we’d have so much fun Everyday,
But your not standing,
Your not even breathing,
…your not real…,
And that’s the truth,
There won’t be some romantic,
“It’s ok to stop Fox”’
Or some charming chin lift for me,
But just my dark performance until I’m dead,
My lifeless coups laying there,
Or dancing with some hollowed out shell.
-Kitsuko Dragonstar
May 9
May 9, 2026 at 10:19 PM UTC
Sleeping to hide,
Under the sheets to hide,
Closing our eyes to see no more,
As it stands out our doors and lawns,
The devil I mean
Not with made up horns,
Or some cartoony pitchfork,
But with a suit and tie,
Sharp grin and red eyes,
With a briefcase with the Secrate of hell,
But it’s all when it rains,
He walks among us casually,
She won’t stab you in the back
It won’t even hold malice in its actions,
But watch among the crowd of a losing game,
Or just standing with on watchers of a death,
Maybe just standing under a tree in the rain, hiding among objects of many kind,
The devils is both a he and a she,
But also an It about many things,
So don’t fear in the night,
But when it rains,
Because it is when “bad” is embodied.
-Kitsuko Dragonstar
May 2
May 2, 2026 at 7:56 PM UTC
Do you ever get those thoughts?,
Like if you ever jus died,
Would you even be remembered,
Maybe by your loved one for sure,
Or are you just gonna be another corpse,
Another memory one day to be forgotten,
Another name onto a stone or plaque.
You gotta be scared to right,
personally I’m utterly terrified,
My soul shivers and qivers at the thought,
Being another “nameless” nobody in history,
Being another body to just be barrier,
Being a voiceless nobody again,
IT WAS LIKE I NEVER EXISTED.
One day I’ll be known,
I’ll be remembered for sure,
I REFUSE TO BURN OUT EVER,
I can’t be another nameless body.
-Kitsuko Dragonstar
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 7:36 PM UTC
do you see them to?
Those stars others cant see?,
But I must sound crazy huh,
Talking about invisible stars,
And chasing them like it’s my last,
Maybe I’m jus a dreamer,
A major believer one At least,
I can feel all those funny looks,
All the doubt and judgement from others,
But I can’t help but chuckle coldly,
Because only the open minded can see,
Seeing my vision,
Seeing the stars I reach for,
And Maby you’ll see them in my eyes,
The stars that shine bright in dreamers.
-Kitsuko Dragonstar
Apr 1
Apr 1, 2026 at 10:39 AM UTC