Time
Time
Time
It chips away
At my mind
Heart runs astray
Rewind
I'm not insane
Just pine
I am prepared
It lies
After
All
These
Experiences
I never
Learn
To
Not
Hope
Sep 11, 2020
Sep 11, 2020 at 10:30 AM UTC
The day I was born to you
I was held with such care
You loved your dear daughter
Her perfect visage
Your expectations
Your future
Your fulfillment
I wanted to show you the world
I never asked for your vision
You loved your daughter
Her perfect visage
And rejected me
My expectations
My future
My fulfillment
Jan 16, 2019
Jan 16, 2019 at 6:46 AM UTC
Hi, Ma'am?
I am new here.
Do you know what happened?
Hello? Sir?
I don't have a phone
Can you please give me directions?
Hey, kid!
Can you hear me?
How do I go back?
Somebody, anybody?
I don't want this
Please help me out
You, there?
I think I messed up
I'm scared
Oh, God!
Think I left my wallet and ID
In my coffin
Dec 9, 2018
Dec 9, 2018 at 5:33 AM UTC
People walking ..in and out
I bite my tongue ..so not to shout
I did not ask ..for them to come
I didn't ask them ..to be done
Took me longer ..than it should have
I yearned harder ..than I could have
They're gone before ..I find the bleed
I would take the pain ..but it's not to be
I know I'm glad ..that I met you
But I'm so sad ..that I met you
I cannot find ..the words to say
While I do this to ..myself again
You're alone in crowds ..just like I am
I find myself ..lost in your mind
You make me laugh, you make me smile
For a change, I hope you ..stay a while
Mar 4, 2018
Mar 4, 2018 at 2:50 AM UTC
..do you ever feel?
Like you ended up..
..In the wrong Universe
wrong Galaxy..
..wrong Planet
wrong City..
..wrong Home
wrong Work..
..wrong Family
wrong Life..
..wrong Body
wrong shoes..
..wrong thoughts
wrong Soul..
..Like you Are
so Wrong..
..so lost
If only..
..you could imagine
What it would be like..
..to feel Right?
Feb 16, 2018
Feb 16, 2018 at 12:11 AM UTC
My home is like a fragile dream
A map scattered in my mind
How could it be a part of me
When there, I can find no sign?
I know there exists the beauty I seek
For it teases and leaves me yearning
For it, my heart has learned to speak
The tongues I would be let down in
I watch my days and years pass
Waiting for better ones to come
Now I'm looking back at the grass
And the sand and the shining sun
Am I not strong or am I too worn
Who is around to tell..?
God is a question I'm counting on
To send me answers at hell
Dare I wish for love to feel?
It comes and goes like waves
And leaves behind some parts to heal
Not quite the things I craved
Chemicals flowing in my body
Menace my emotional raft
Create memories with nobody
And overwhelm me till I laugh
However the truth I accept it now
I was born deviant and wrong
You can't combine the sky and ground
With things that don't belong
I don't mind the lies I'm told
You'll find my inner face alit
From the heat I take when truth unfolds
As long as I have someone to play with
Jan 17, 2018
Jan 17, 2018 at 7:41 AM UTC
He's always Morphing,
Forming
Thoughts in his mind
He's ever Seeking,
Willing
The chance to get by
I see a tortured soul
You were a sapling at most
I believe your branches will reach
Someday it will all be green
He's really been Fighting,
Sorting
Fears buried deep
He's Combining,
Applying
Love and deceit
I know you're a tortured soul
You were a sapling at most
I believe your branches will reach
Transform the concrete to green
Some days he's Smiling,
Reacting
To beautiful things
I catch him Doubting,
Wanting
For the moments we breath
I know you're a tortured soul
You were a sapling at most
I need your branches to breach
These walls are meant to be green
Jul 18, 2017
Jul 18, 2017 at 6:22 AM UTC
Her face I see
On my unworthy screen
Her heart I perceive
Is a storm and a breeze
Her voice I hear
Enchanting and sweet
Her guts I feel
Inspiring me
Her spark I see
With my dazzled eye
Her words I read
Wearing a stupid smile
Jul 14, 2017
Jul 14, 2017 at 9:27 AM UTC