Everybody tells me
friends are precious
but most of my friends
aren't.
Jul 27, 2021
Jul 27, 2021 at 4:03 AM UTC
Here I am again
cycling through with this ******
life
ready to feel despair
with all the regret in the world.
Lightspeed.
May 9, 2019
May 9, 2019 at 11:58 PM UTC
Finally
After so long
I am able to write poems
of love again.
Finally
After a period of time
I can move on
and be with my friends.
I don't cry over you
As I once did
When you tore my heart and left it there
shattered.
I finally,
Finally,
Finally.
I can breathe again.
Feb 27, 2019
Feb 27, 2019 at 1:37 AM UTC
Death is a cruel lover
for he cheats on me
with the people closest to me
Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 11:23 AM UTC
death's dark gates welcome you warmly
but don't lose track
of the bright star you will hold.
go forth with confidence
and never lose faith.
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 1:20 AM UTC
how death can be so beautiful to one
bringing peace
and joy
freedom from this world of hell
this illusion death gave
to ease one's suffering
he desired it so much
that he killed himself
blossoms bloom as the Rose's petal make mess
the greediness of the boy
may have given him a new world to dance
but everything comes with a price
a sin was committed upon his death
a whole new world of pain
and emotional suffering
brought to those who surrounded
the withering, red Rose
for they wanted it to grow with them
instead they weeped for the deceased
and crowded around their friend
his family losing mentality
as they stare at the gun the corpse was holding
chaos brewed
cataclysm loomed
"what happened to our beautiful creation
did i not try hard enough
the kids are crying
im crying"
"why."
mother stares at son
then his petals
his beautiful petals
im sorry
knife at the table
wanting to justify her unjust actions towards him
and make it all even again
so then maybe
he can
forgive her
and another beautiful flower
loses its petals
to the grand illusion
of death.
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 1:14 AM UTC
my heart weighs
heavier
and heavier
with all the sins
but
I look at what's in front of me
with ill intent
ready to pile more gold
onto my soul
and drag it lower
all the way to hell
Nov 5, 2018
Nov 5, 2018 at 10:51 PM UTC
Like a mangled
corpse
lying on the ground,
what we had between us
rotted
and we jumped back in fear
of what we've become.
Nov 5, 2018
Nov 5, 2018 at 6:27 PM UTC
When you have no one to go to,
cry out
for from within in the heavens
you shall be answered.
Nov 3, 2018
Nov 3, 2018 at 7:29 AM UTC
Trivial beauty holds me captive as i sit near the flower
Reaching towards it, marveling at the colorful rainbow
It flaunts its
Sheer beauty,
Having it wave with the breeze
As i watch
The stripes came to take the juice
And then left to spread more
Lo, the beauty of the stripes and the beauty of its job
I followed. leaving the flower.
Ever so noisily, It buzzed, harmonically, lovingly
it danced in ways that intrigued me
so i left the flower
to pursue my bee
it took me to its hive
but disappeared back to join the others
back to its life
back to her lover
ditching me.
time flew by and by dark
the flower still glows with its rainbow color
no matter what comes to it
it holds itself tall and proud
it stayed in place
waiting for me to come
such purity
i watch
Dawn of fall came, and i opened my ears
As a yellow flower sang nearby
Nevertheless, a sunflower
Ah, yellow was such a pretty color
flower of the sun, reflecting the most powerful object in our vision
this flower had the qualities to shine like one
for it shined so brightly during the day
i started to watch this flower instead
and sing to it, hoping it would grow
cared for it with everything i had
but i failed to find it during the night
for it changed throughout the month, throughout the day
soon i found my efforts were nothing
and that the sunflower was always in its own flock
the yellow flower is still there
always will be
but its petals always faced something else
in the opposite direction
and as soon as i come close to getting it
it turns away, mimicking its sister,
the bee
summer came
and the rainbow flower, it was still here
it never left
why?
confused, i sat
i became sad
why did i leave this flower, ever?
it still stayed
so i've decided to stay.
forever.
Nov 1, 2018
Nov 1, 2018 at 3:34 PM UTC