There will be days
Where I'll reach out to touch you
But will only touch a patch of grass
Jan 24, 2025
Jan 24, 2025 at 1:36 PM UTC
You said our skies rained together
But turns out, you had sun all along
Jul 24, 2024
Jul 24, 2024 at 4:39 PM UTC
Bow your head, sister
Clap your hands together
Hum melodies that only you and God can hear
Bow your head, sister
Water your body with sorrow
Pretend the night isn't cold
Bow your head
So you can sleep tonight
May 19, 2024
May 19, 2024 at 4:08 PM UTC
To deal with this hurdle, I decided to write something to ease my worried thoughts
I visited you before the sun set and before the moon made its appearance
It reminds me of the time I’ll visit my grandmother and see her in her worst state, same with you
Seems as though I’m grieving already but I know you’ll be here long but till the universe calls your name, I admired you for who you are in my life
I love you, I love you after the universe calls me home
I love you after the world ends and I’m not able to stand on my own
You've taught me the best of the best, to keep fighting and pushing through but to see my hero on ground zero is detrimental to the soul
Till the universe calls your name, I’ll give the world to show that you deserve everything good coming your way
Things happen for a reason and the reason to be, shame how tragedy had to strike for me to appreciate you
I love you till the universe calls your name, I love you after the bridge has fallen down
I love you, I love you, I love you so much, there are no words in the English dictionary to describe how I feel about you
Till the universe calls your name.
Apr 6, 2024
Apr 6, 2024 at 11:31 AM UTC
I’m afraid I’ll become another statistic
Another body hanging from a closet because I felt lonely
Another number, added to a presentation explaining why mental health matters
I’m afraid I’ll become a trigger
Become a warning
Become a body in a casket, birthday plastered on a gravestone
Broadcasting how young I was and how little I lived
I’m afraid I’ll become another story
Another body whose soul was taken a long time ago
Another face, with comments saying rest in peace and begging that people take mental health seriously
I’m afraid I’ll become a trigger
Become a memory
Become a body whose not present, making dinner conversations uncomfortable
Broadcasting the grieving of loved ones
I’m afraid
Jan 14, 2024
Jan 14, 2024 at 5:22 PM UTC
Hands didn’t match
Deep, knew this wasn’t going to last long
We touched bodies
Didn’t tell any secrets
Neither of us trusted each other that much
We laid still for an hour or so
Before one body left the other
That body felt hypnotized
Proud
The other body felt satisfied
Dishonest
Those hands didn’t match nor did the intention
Body two thought it’ll last
Body one admired the hope
Dec 13, 2023
Dec 13, 2023 at 7:40 PM UTC
Light me up
Connect your body
Whisper words I’ve never heard
Mourn the emotions you miss
Close your eyes
Miss every skin touched
Every neck kissed
Light me up
With secrets you can’t keep
Aug 23, 2023
Aug 23, 2023 at 1:10 AM UTC
I've shamed myself for giving a ****
Not realizing that was a gift
Still able to feel after all these years
Mar 8, 2023
Mar 8, 2023 at 9:14 PM UTC
I hope I'm alive in somebody's heart
Changing my mindset on my own worth
I hope I'm alive in somebody's heart
Keeping me alive with every beat in their pulse
Feb 24, 2023
Feb 24, 2023 at 12:57 PM UTC
Took me some time to accept you
Took me some time to appreciate you
But my whole entire existence is surrounded by you
I get out the shower
Curls wet
Step #1. Take an old, raggedy *** t-shirt or a microfiber towel and damp the curls semi-dry
Step #2. Take a detangle brush, start from the ends of your hair and comb up to the roots of your hair
Took me some time to learn you, how to care for you
Step #3. Take a small comb and part your hair down the middle, which will expose your scalp
Step #4. Take some oil and oil the curls, massage the oil into your scalp
I was once told you’re all I got, got a pretty face but with you, I’m on top of the list
Strangers telling me not to cut you off
You make me different, worth loving
Step #5. Take some hair moose and comb it through your hair
Step #6. Take some hair honey or some leave in conditioner and comb that through, too
Step #7. Then, take some hair gel and scrunch it up in your hair so it can make the curls pop
I question, if I ever leave you, would I still be desirable?
Would I be worth every compliment I was ever given, even as a child?
Step #8. Take the old t-shirt and scrunch the ends of the curls and from there, you can air dry or use a diffuser
How come I take care of you but you don’t take care of me?
Repeating affirmations on how much I love you
Women comb their fingers through you, wishing they had you
Men telling me I’m attractive, all while staring you up and down, with a slick smile on their face
Took me some time to know that you are not me
Still have time to understand that I don’t need you
Careful with my words cause the universe likes to prove people wrong but how come my existence is revolved around you?
How come I understood self-love through you, even though you never taught me how to love myself without you?
Feb 8, 2023
Feb 8, 2023 at 6:53 PM UTC
