here i am
seven years older now
lived five lives
since my mad dash from that town
new hair
but i still think about
how i'll never forget you
in seven years
you'd think that i'd grow up
i guess i gained more faith
but a little less trust
something about you i can't get enough
did you forget me?
or do you still see my eyes
in the old street light
on the corner of gavin drive
do you feel my smile
when the sun shines down
on the hideout where we rode our bikes
do you hear my voice
when the wind blows through the trees
next to your front porch
do you feel me with you
in every breath you take
Oct 29, 2020
Oct 29, 2020 at 11:00 PM UTC
gently kind
mentally mad
they never see
just what’s inside
they freckle faced head
that ginger hair of lies
her deceitful smell of roses
shields dark ****** nights
Jan 20, 2020
Jan 20, 2020 at 8:38 PM UTC
all hail the prom queen
just another carbon copy
but they gave her a crown
so she has something to feel special about
but what makes her royalty
she’s just like the rest
maybe it’s the lower cut dress
or the way she makes you feel less
all of the girls want to be just like her
but little to they know they’re just like her
they never gave themselves a chance
to find their own way
do their own dance
darling you need to do your own dance
instead they just all hail the prom queen
transform into a carbon copy
but only one queen gets a crown
nothing left to feel special about
Jan 19, 2020
Jan 19, 2020 at 3:21 PM UTC
you might be crying
you might have waterfalls cascading down from those shimmering scarred tear ducts
collecting down in a stormy ocean of violent waves
as you treacherously try to stay afloat
screeching for air as you try to stay afloat in the vast abyss that is
your mind
but one day darling,
you will dance
you will dance freely into the night
and suddenly everything is alright
Jan 13, 2020
Jan 13, 2020 at 10:36 PM UTC
i’ve seen dark
i’ve seen charcoal storms
i’ve seen a grey hell
but i didn’t know that’s what i was seeing
not until i saw lavender smiles
autumn breeze laughs
and apricot sunshine
Jan 11, 2020
Jan 11, 2020 at 9:53 PM UTC
Oh, what a heavenly afternoon,
would it be,
to spend it with you.
To spend it learning about the vastness
of your mind,
and the complexity
of your smile,
and what exactly creates that *******
sparkle in your eyes.
A truly heavenly afternoon.
Jan 11, 2020
Jan 11, 2020 at 9:26 PM UTC
i said nothing is perfect
but then i saw your smile
i said that love is for suckers
but then i stared into your eyes for a while
i knew that i was pretty
but never that i was desirable
and i said that i would always stand tall
but now your watching me fall
fall
fall
after all that i said, my forced apologies
i’m wondering why your not here to catch me
Jan 5, 2020
Jan 5, 2020 at 10:06 PM UTC
she was flying
she was thriving
that girl is on fire
she has friends
she has passions
sunshine for a smile
she has everything she needs
everything she wants
and a little bit more
she keeps climbing
she’s on top
and now she’s crying on the bathroom floor
oh no I’m crying on the bathroom floor
Jan 5, 2020
Jan 5, 2020 at 9:49 PM UTC
the seasons will change
they’ll be clear they’ll be rain
but it’s you who will always have love
I may be far
I may forget you, break my heart
then you’ll piece it back together from above
you are apricot sunshine
skipping stones in glitter
you are mint flavored rain
you are love
you are raspberry leaves
and sweet tasting days
and a bubblegum reminder
that everything will be okay
Jan 3, 2020
Jan 3, 2020 at 11:12 PM UTC
You know I still get lost in those eyes
Stay there for a little while,
but then your smile brings me back to life
You know I still get caught up in the moments
where we both lean in,
then pull away real quick
We still have that connection
Air heavy with tension
When will we stop pretending
That we wish these moments were never ending
We still wish our hands were clasped in one another's
We still feel the need to protect each other
We still want to hold each other into the night
You still dream of seeing me dressed in white
But we don't call it romance anymore
So no one can get hurt
We don't call it romance anymore
too scared of being left in the dirt
But we both know
what we feel
I guess this is what life is like
When your afraid of anything real
Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 2:27 PM UTC