
The steady beat of deliberation
Echoes in my ears
As the heart of confidence
Intentionally screams,
Existence
Sep 24, 2019
Sep 24, 2019 at 2:20 PM UTC
Please stop.
Don’t play with my hair
Don’t kiss me like you care
It hurts more when the candid
Reality strikes leaving me to stand
Alone.
Sep 5, 2019
Sep 5, 2019 at 2:52 AM UTC
I’m building towers of letters
Walls of words, and
Mountains of books.
I have fallen in love with
The way that some words
Cling together like soulmates.
The way that some sentences
Thread together
Like interlaced fingers;
Itching for more.
Hoping for more.
I hope that someday,
My walls will be high enough
To block out humanity
Protect my sanity
And create a
Masterpiece.
Sep 4, 2019
Sep 4, 2019 at 9:35 PM UTC
Wait!
Stop!
Just.. wait a second
Please stay with me
I quickly beckon,
Though you aren’t keen,
Just hide your weapon
Don’t make a scene,
Please don’t stray,
Too far away,
From my heaven.
Aug 6, 2019
Aug 6, 2019 at 1:11 AM UTC
There’s something beautifully tragic
About watching someone hit rock bottom.
There’s something lovely and dramatic
About watching you solve every problem,
Picking up every individual nomadic
Piece of yourself in the solemn
Face of adept compliance
With absolutely zero defiance.
Jul 31, 2019
Jul 31, 2019 at 7:38 PM UTC
There’s a little place
In the back of my head
It’s what I tend to embrace
When I’m lying in bed
I pretend I’m not lonely
I pretend I’m not scared
It’s where my testimony
Is one that I could share.
But in the morning when
The light shines through
It strips me, reveals my sin
Showing me the truth.
Jul 22, 2019
Jul 22, 2019 at 2:16 AM UTC
I am the master of illusions.
You see me— but you don’t.
You think you know me—
But if I don’t,
—You don’t.
I trick myself—
It’s funny you see—
This is the path—what I was lead to be,
I don’t want to BE anymore.
I just want to be free.
Jul 21, 2019
Jul 21, 2019 at 4:28 AM UTC
I wish my words would caress your soul
I want my heart to speak your language
I wish I could paint your mind sinful
I want to put your brain onto a stage.
I try to yell mountains but you hear a hill
I try to paint waterfalls but you see streams
I yearn to dance the breeze yet you hear nill
I aim to preach worlds but its a distant dream.
Jul 20, 2019
Jul 20, 2019 at 3:46 AM UTC
I am picking up letters.
I’m grabbing words,
I’m threading sentences,
Stacking books up high,
Building walls of worlds,
Building mountains,
To protect my sanity.
Jul 9, 2019
Jul 9, 2019 at 1:11 PM UTC
I like to think of it as
The eye of the tornado.
I see joyous interactions,
Movement and panic
All around me but,
Me? I’m calm. I feel
Alone. I feel empty
As the people around
Me are full. They all
Are so happy but I
Feel isolated. As if
They stole all of my
Emotions to support
Their own well being.
How can I feel so alone
When I’m surrounded
By opportunities?
Jul 3, 2019
Jul 3, 2019 at 1:17 PM UTC