His heartbeat was my lullaby
But now I’m falling asleep to the silence
Of the emptiness inside of my own chest
Jan 15
Jan 15, 2026 at 8:53 AM UTC
I wish I could go back to who I was before I knew him
Before I knew how infectious his smile his
Before I knew what my name sounded like in his voice
Before I knew exactly what shade of brown his eyes are
Before I knew how soft his hair felt in my hands
Before I knew how perfectly his arms fit around my waist
Before I knew the gentle touch of his fingertips running down my spine
Before I knew all the songs he listens to when he’s alone
Before I knew what his lips felt like against every inch of my body
I wish I could unknow him
Erase every trace of his existence from my memory
But it’s no use
It’s as if my brain created a special space dedicated to memorizing him
And I’ll inject myself with whatever poison it takes to bring me to amnesia
Jan 14
Jan 14, 2026 at 11:13 PM UTC