I know my days are better when your gone.
I know I can imagine life without you.
I gave you the benefit of the doubt-
But I'm looking for better days
Jul 29, 2019
Jul 29, 2019 at 9:26 PM UTC
Who I thought you'd be
Is not who you are
It skewers me.
Left to cook like meat on a stick
Leftovers that are never eaten
A flavorless piece of swine
Wrapped around miscellaneous produce
Eat me!
Eat me!
But I never will.
Keep in my fridge to eye
Watching as it molds...
...the skewer stays right in my heart
That once beat for you
Jul 27, 2019
Jul 27, 2019 at 2:42 PM UTC
A thousand times a day I think of you
All the things we could do
I want you close I want you near
Someone to make the time pass
But now is not my time
I know when the tears come I'll ask myself the age old question
And I know in my current skin I have not grown
But I long for someone to take away the aloneness.
I sit here and I look and you and I dont want what you have...
I dont envy
So when the tears come rollin
Ask yourself have you grown
The ripening discomfort of being alone
Jul 27, 2019
Jul 27, 2019 at 2:33 PM UTC
A void of space and time
Standing without a place to stand
We turn Into the dark abyss
Alone I seek the void
We transcend
I'm left alone
Your left alone.
Left where fear succumbs to the uplifted
Although were apart we haven't drifted
Into the dark abyss our fear created.
Adventures alone time passes belated
A void of space and time.
We've entered alone
How will we come together
How will we get home
Jul 19, 2019
Jul 19, 2019 at 2:54 PM UTC
Hold me close and tight
Feel your breath into the night
Can we be again?
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 11:40 AM UTC
She was the one for you but she is long gone. I didnt realize I was here to fill her shoes. I almost want to ask her why she left but it isn't my place. I see red flags but I'm not sure if I'll go...because I'm stuck. Kicked from the places I know I became a vigilante with you. I have 8 months
I'm just the baby Mama
She was your love
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 11:38 AM UTC
The changing of season
leaves behind the illusion of an Endless love
only to realize I can not fathom
Endless love
In shear panic I run
Far enough away to realize
Our love ended.
Our plan failed
And we are no longer
Sep 1, 2018
Sep 1, 2018 at 1:52 PM UTC
To pull you close was all I ever wanted to do.
Perhaps some sort of kiss but I'm not sure if I even would want to go there.
The feelings of knowing he never actually wanted to meet will slowly fade for my mind wants to never remember your face
An incompatibility known to be true but a type of relationship known to be drawn into
For these are the days I once was wild wild no longer you cease to exist to me
Aug 19, 2018
Aug 19, 2018 at 2:02 PM UTC
I'm not as self but as something new.
Golfer man and she knew you
But I never knew that she was who
The one who invented the love of you
And now that aside here I am
Squish sardine pressed into a can
The man who wrote the man I knew
Well I gave him away in spite of food
And now the longing for the words I wish
The words that I so dearly Miss
Aug 13, 2018
Aug 13, 2018 at 7:02 PM UTC
The perseverence and I don't even know his middle name.
I've grown fond and I seem to grow fonder daily but I'm not sure what's to come
If I hold on tightly but ever so slightly unravel I know I'd be fine for the strands making up my bind, would only show the true colors that make up me.
What's to come I'll surely not know but what I do know is I hope it's with you
Aug 13, 2018
Aug 13, 2018 at 5:02 PM UTC