KC4 - Hello Poetry

I want to call you but you don't want to talk to me. Which is understandable, considering every time our hearts collide it seems to leave us shattered. But for some inexplicable reason I can't pull my mind far enough from you to fill the holes your bullets left in my heart. And the worst part is I'm not even angry, because I left scars on you when you intercepted the wounds that were intended for myself. It's almost like we loved too hard that we forgot to let the other person breathe but we were scared that loosening the grip would lead to loneliness. And we are so hurt that its being projected onto the other person because its much easier to accept that you drove us apart instead of me. I knew the words that spilled from my mouth were acid to your skin and they speak more about my insecurities than your downfalls. I drove a transport truck full of all the work we put into us straight into a wall but I tried and couldn't find the breaks. The saddest part is that I can't even remember why I was angry, I think I was mostly scared of losing you. And I did that day.

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Jun 23, 2017

Jun 23, 2017 at 7:22 PM UTC

The Saddest Part

I want to call you but you don't want to talk to me. Which is understandable, considering every time our hearts collide it seems to leave us shattered. But for some inexplicable reason I can't pull my mind far enough from you to fill the holes your bullets left in my heart. And the worst part is I'm not even angry, because I left scars on you when you intercepted the wounds that were intended for myself. It's almost like we loved too hard that we forgot to let the other person breathe but we were scared that loosening the grip would lead to loneliness. And we are so hurt that its being projected onto the other person because its much easier to accept that you drove us apart instead of me. I knew the words that spilled from my mouth were acid to your skin and they speak more about my insecurities than your downfalls. I drove a transport truck full of all the work we put into us straight into a wall but I tried and couldn't find the breaks. The saddest part is that I can't even remember why I was angry, I think I was mostly scared of losing you. And I did that day.

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For every time I've crossed your mind Know you've crossed mine twice

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Jun 23, 2017

Jun 23, 2017 at 7:08 PM UTC

Double Time

For every time I've crossed your mind Know you've crossed mine twice

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I don't know why I always need a ******* chase Why I can't be satisfied with someone who just loves me and actually treats me well It just makes me so angry And I run far far away If you're reading this and think you can fix that, you can't If you're reading this and willing to try, please don't Please just stay far far away All you're doing is giving me ammo I will destroy anything left on purpose Why? I wish I knew

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Apr 24, 2017

Apr 24, 2017 at 1:01 AM UTC

Ammunition

I don't know why I always need a ******* chase Why I can't be satisfied with someone who just loves me and actually treats me well It just makes me so angry And I run far far away If you're reading this and think you can fix that, you can't If you're reading this and willing to try, please don't Please just stay far far away All you're doing is giving me ammo I will destroy anything left on purpose Why? I wish I knew

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The girl who cried wolf Its her favourite game She begged them for freedom But she wanted to stay In a world she created One bound by self harm And her demands had coaxed her With silky smooth charm So she laughed in their face threw her meds down the drain The girl who cried wolf Is how she'll be remembered

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Apr 24, 2017

Apr 24, 2017 at 12:57 AM UTC

Cry Wolf

The girl who cried wolf Its her favourite game She begged them for freedom But she wanted to stay In a world she created One bound by self harm And her demands had coaxed her With silky smooth charm So she laughed in their face threw her meds down the drain The girl who cried wolf Is how she'll be remembered

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This is wine poetry No edits and no drafts My mind is going 100 miles a minute So quick its only dark So dark its only nothing

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Apr 24, 2017

Apr 24, 2017 at 12:51 AM UTC

Wine Poetry

This is wine poetry No edits and no drafts My mind is going 100 miles a minute So quick its only dark So dark its only nothing

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The harder you will me home The further I'll go And if you want me at all You'll have to know That I'm sorry for this That I brought you here Because I guess even this is part of my charade So when you tell me you love me And that it will all be okay Remember I only ever let you see the parts of me I wanted to show you And I am so good at making it seem like you know more than you do Because you never really ******* knew anything about me at all I knew what I was doing Its what I do best

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Apr 24, 2017

Apr 24, 2017 at 12:50 AM UTC

Just another siren song

The harder you will me home The further I'll go And if you want me at all You'll have to know That I'm sorry for this That I brought you here Because I guess even this is part of my charade So when you tell me you love me And that it will all be okay Remember I only ever let you see the parts of me I wanted to show you And I am so good at making it seem like you know more than you do Because you never really ******* knew anything about me at all I knew what I was doing Its what I do best

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She glitters beneath the light Skin so fair It glows at night Coaxes you with charm A puppet show Causes no harm Whispers like the trees Barely there She's on her knees A piece of art She's laughing Quickest way to steal a heart Fun and games A carnival She no longer wants to play She is winter wind Cold and there Then gone again

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Sep 15, 2015

Sep 15, 2015 at 11:30 PM UTC

She

She glitters beneath the light Skin so fair It glows at night Coaxes you with charm A puppet show Causes no harm Whispers like the trees Barely there She's on her knees A piece of art She's laughing Quickest way to steal a heart Fun and games A carnival She no longer wants to play She is winter wind Cold and there Then gone again

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Why is this generation filled with such angst? Bathing in anxiety and sadness as if we are truly alone Using ***** to drown our sorrows Drugs to numb the pain Maybe we just want to feel something In a world that has turned to screens for solace We are not alone You are not alone

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Sep 15, 2015

Sep 15, 2015 at 11:19 PM UTC

11:19pm

Why is this generation filled with such angst? Bathing in anxiety and sadness as if we are truly alone Using ***** to drown our sorrows Drugs to numb the pain Maybe we just want to feel something In a world that has turned to screens for solace We are not alone You are not alone

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Emotions crash into me like waves And I struggle to keep my head above the water I have never loved someone so fiercely I have never missed someone so much I never had a clue until you kissed me that night in August But I melted in a way only your lips could induce They say you don't get over your first love Seeing you again has proved that true

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Sep 3, 2015

Sep 3, 2015 at 12:07 AM UTC

Coming Home

Emotions crash into me like waves And I struggle to keep my head above the water I have never loved someone so fiercely I have never missed someone so much I never had a clue until you kissed me that night in August But I melted in a way only your lips could induce They say you don't get over your first love Seeing you again has proved that true

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I made it clear that I had a habit of leaving hearts in pieces. You didn't believe me. It may have sounded cliche at the time, but at least you know now that I'm not a liar, too. I pray to God that you're doing okay, because the last time I saw you, your eyes were black holes that led to nothing but despair. But for some reason I can't just pick up the phone and ask. So wherever you are right now, I hope get my message. I hope you're doing okay.

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Jul 16, 2015

Jul 16, 2015 at 12:46 AM UTC

I Hope You're Doing Okay

I made it clear that I had a habit of leaving hearts in pieces. You didn't believe me. It may have sounded cliche at the time, but at least you know now that I'm not a liar, too. I pray to God that you're doing okay, because the last time I saw you, your eyes were black holes that led to nothing but despair. But for some reason I can't just pick up the phone and ask. So wherever you are right now, I hope get my message. I hope you're doing okay.

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