Losing my mind
Losing my time
Feeling confined
And not aligned
Wanna press rewind
And get out of this bind
Sep 25, 2018
Sep 25, 2018 at 8:58 PM UTC
Losing my mind and my memory
Can’t shake this feeling of being empty
I detach to cope with the pain
Whilst I'm constantly burning with shame
I can’t get out of my head
I think I’d be better off dead
I’m losing control of my impulses
I love you, I hate you convulsions
I’m dreaming of a better time
One where the birds chirp and the sun shines
Until then I’ll keep fighting my mind
Hi, I’m Lathe and I’m borderline
Sep 25, 2018
Sep 25, 2018 at 8:49 PM UTC
A puzzle which was once complete now lacks the most picturesque of pieces.
Sep 12, 2014
Sep 12, 2014 at 11:35 PM UTC
How could they take you away
Your strength was able to move mountains in my heart
Your sincerity cut the load from my back and
Your resilience made me question my silly doubts
Your absence has deepened the hole in my heart
and
I fear another blow will split me apart
Without you my life will contain an unshakable sorrow
Without you I shan't be able to face tomorrow
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 7:56 PM UTC
He's only 11 and he says he's psychotic.
He says that nobody likes him, but he's okay with that.
He probably plays in his yard alone,
doesn't have anyone to talk to on the phone.
I see cuts on his wrist, visible proof of the risk.
He uses his ADHD as an excuse, one can observe he's hiding the abuse.
He's excluded from everything, he wants to die
but he needs to spread his wings and fly!
Instead he takes the other's opinions to heart,
tearing his body slowly apart...
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 7:10 PM UTC
Eating less and less,
exercising with no rest,
is this happiness?
Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 5:10 PM UTC
Oh please let this be a dream
Lord I know you hear my screams,
Free me from my thoughts.
Lord they're around the corner,
Lord they're under the bed.
Lord why did I allow the demons to be fed?
I should have taken you as my guide.
Lord wash me with your blood,
Lord be my sole supply,
But Lord I really want to die.
But....
Your love is stronger than my thoughts, more persistant than the demons.
Lord I believe you can tame this monster, for you have cured the leprous and healed the blind.
Lord I believe you can lengthen my time.
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 10:23 PM UTC
How do I balance
school, exercise, family
and friends all at once?
May 24, 2014
May 24, 2014 at 7:53 AM UTC
One day I will ask
you to do a simple task,
of loving me back.
May 23, 2014
May 23, 2014 at 10:47 PM UTC
One day I will feel love running through my body
One day I will see the beauty in me
One day I will dance with the stars in harmonized choreography
One day I will wake at the start of dawn and frolic with all of the young fawns
One day I will inspire happiness and expire love
One day my voice will sing with the doves the song of earth's awakening
One day I will find shelter in the grass
One day I will run away and never come back
May 23, 2014
May 23, 2014 at 10:45 PM UTC