Losing my mind
Losing my time
Feeling confined
And not aligned
Wanna press rewind
And get out of this bind
Sep 25, 2018
Sep 25, 2018 at 8:58 PM UTC
Losing my mind and my memory
Can’t shake this feeling of being empty
I detach to cope with the pain
Whilst I'm constantly burning with shame
I can’t get out of my head
I think I’d be better off dead
I’m losing control of my impulses
I love you, I hate you convulsions
I’m dreaming of a better time
One where the birds chirp and the sun shines
Until then I’ll keep fighting my mind
Hi, I’m Lathe and I’m borderline
Sep 25, 2018
Sep 25, 2018 at 8:49 PM UTC
You there,
with your body laid
& your head rested
on your tear soaked pillow.
With the stains of unforgivable acts forced upon your body.
With the scars of abusive lovers,
with sharp tongues.
Yes you.
You deserve love.
With your battered bones
that creak & rattle,
with somber hymns
of hidden shame & hopelessness.
With insecure tastes
in your mouth,
that make you curse your being.
Yes you.
You deserve love.
With your desperation
& all your fears.
With your desire to awaken
from your fallacies of comfort.
From the caucus of neglect
that they left you to rot in.
Even though you may not know.
You. Yes you.
You deserve love.
Sep 29, 2014
Sep 29, 2014 at 6:58 PM UTC
A puzzle which was once complete now lacks the most picturesque of pieces.
Sep 12, 2014
Sep 12, 2014 at 11:35 PM UTC
Body shaking
Heart racing
Mind scattered
Feeling dizzy
Need help
Can't talk
Go away
Can't walk
Pass out
Why not cry a little too
Hello my name is anxiety
Sep 11, 2014
Sep 11, 2014 at 4:32 PM UTC
How could they take you away
Your strength was able to move mountains in my heart
Your sincerity cut the load from my back and
Your resilience made me question my silly doubts
Your absence has deepened the hole in my heart
and
I fear another blow will split me apart
Without you my life will contain an unshakable sorrow
Without you I shan't be able to face tomorrow
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 7:56 PM UTC
He's only 11 and he says he's psychotic.
He says that nobody likes him, but he's okay with that.
He probably plays in his yard alone,
doesn't have anyone to talk to on the phone.
I see cuts on his wrist, visible proof of the risk.
He uses his ADHD as an excuse, one can observe he's hiding the abuse.
He's excluded from everything, he wants to die
but he needs to spread his wings and fly!
Instead he takes the other's opinions to heart,
tearing his body slowly apart...
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 7:10 PM UTC
You think you know me
Think I'm the joker of the pack,
Reading me isn't easy,
Many faces do I put up
To hide the many cracks that rise,
But I hide behind laughter, anger just below
I have to keep control.
Never to lose an inch, never to explode,
I am a puddle, calm on the surface
But turbulent under that,
I am a shallow lake
But all you see is a refection
Not really seeing what stirs beneath that,
Do not
Judge,
Presume.
Think you know my troubles
That lie just beneath the cracks,
Controlling,
Restraining,
Deep breaths,
Holding the tears back,
I wish to put it behind me
But times it runs, comes from behind,
Hitting me hard in the back.
Winding my emotions
Tears and rage flow
Uncontrolled
Alone
Fear
Anger
Take control
You stole a part of me
Something that even with time I can never get back.
Jul 11, 2014
Jul 11, 2014 at 5:43 PM UTC
*Don't tell me when
Your soul haunts you,
Don't tell me when
Your darkest desire comes true.
Don't tell me if
You have nightmares
Don't tell me if
Nobody cares.
Don't tell me about
The flickering lights,
Don't tell me about
Your inner fights.
Don't tell me that
You're going crazy,
Don't tell me that
Your vision is hazy.
Don't tell me to
Bring you to life,
Don't tell me to
Watch you cry.
Don't tell me
Anything,
Because I know
Everything.*
Jun 29, 2014
Jun 29, 2014 at 9:27 PM UTC