It is our duty to ourselves to break the cycle.
Cycles that are unhealthy.
Cycles we have found comfort in.. or so we thought.
Repeating the same over and over again.
Aren't you tired?
She's using you.
Aren't you tired?
She's manipulating you.
Aren't you tired?
She's abusing you.
Aren't you tired?
She never loved you.
The cycle repeats
until you have the courage to walk away,
even when your heart isn't ready.
Jul 8, 2023
Jul 8, 2023 at 1:35 AM UTC
somethings we never recover.
we still feel it in our bodies and in our minds.
some traumas never leave us.
so how do we live with it ?
We don’t.
Jun 1, 2022
Jun 1, 2022 at 8:50 PM UTC
i really wish I died that night in June.
They should have let me die…that night in June
nothing has been more peaceful then that night in June
Jul 28, 2021
Jul 28, 2021 at 8:58 AM UTC
In the end they will all leave
When they all said they would stay.
Every goodbye changes me ,
Eventually I move on
and our time together becomes a memory.
I constantly live in the nostalgia
of our time together.
i cannot go on without acknowledging the friendships & relationships I once cherished.
I
am forever changed.
Jun 12, 2021
Jun 12, 2021 at 11:42 PM UTC
I will never get apologizes for the words that have left your mouth.
I will never get to erase the trauma you inflicted.
I will never get the relationship I longed for.
The love I so desired.
Today I’m reclaiming my life and everything you stole from me.
Apr 29, 2021
Apr 29, 2021 at 2:05 AM UTC
I cannot help but think about you
And how our story ended so abruptly.
Only so many times I can say sorry
I want to say I will change,
But I cannot promise you that.
I can promise that
I am still the girl that cannot make up her mind.
I am still the girl that fights with her thoughts.
I am still the girl that loves too hard.
I am still the girl that loves you
I am still the girl that you loved.
I am also the girl that you left.
I could never be the person you wanted me to be
I could never change myself to be who you wanted.
Who you needed.
Apr 29, 2021
Apr 29, 2021 at 1:57 AM UTC
This house I live in is not my home.
Truly, I’ve never had a home.
What does it feel like to have a home?
Mar 19, 2021
Mar 19, 2021 at 9:24 PM UTC
For two years ive been attached
to you , flinging to every breath.
Thanking you every second I got for “saving” me
When in all honesty i saved myself.
Dec 14, 2020
Dec 14, 2020 at 12:11 AM UTC
I need you to be alright
I still need you to teach me so many things
I cannot go on without you
Do not leave me
Please.
Dec 6, 2020
Dec 6, 2020 at 10:54 PM UTC