It is our duty to ourselves to break the cycle.
Cycles that are unhealthy.
Cycles we have found comfort in.. or so we thought.
Repeating the same over and over again.
Aren't you tired?
She's using you.
Aren't you tired?
She's manipulating you.
Aren't you tired?
She's abusing you.
Aren't you tired?
She never loved you.
The cycle repeats
until you have the courage to walk away,
even when your heart isn't ready.
Jul 8, 2023
Jul 8, 2023 at 1:35 AM UTC
somethings we never recover.
we still feel it in our bodies and in our minds.
some traumas never leave us.
so how do we live with it ?
We don’t.
Jun 1, 2022
Jun 1, 2022 at 8:50 PM UTC
To face the storm head on..
Having no choice but to do so
Because life throws pain at you and there is sometimes more often than I should of knew that nobody will come to save me
I learnt It the hard way
Alone and afraid with the storm building up over me
The storm follows me each day
Reminding me of the nightmares i have endured
I pray and pray please take this storm away with little bit of sun or even some rain
The rain is good, at least nobody can see me cry .
Sometimes the storm is my only friend listening to me and my pain
Sometimes it's my enemy never leaving me alone.
The storm is as loud as something I can't say
Echoing in my ear
I have to face it no doubt because I have no other choice.
I hope one day this storm will disappear
And I can finally start living again, breathing again, smiling again.
The list is endless…
Feb 11, 2022
Feb 11, 2022 at 7:43 PM UTC
i really wish I died that night in June.
They should have let me die…that night in June
nothing has been more peaceful then that night in June
Jul 28, 2021
Jul 28, 2021 at 8:58 AM UTC
In the end they will all leave
When they all said they would stay.
Every goodbye changes me ,
Eventually I move on
and our time together becomes a memory.
I constantly live in the nostalgia
of our time together.
i cannot go on without acknowledging the friendships & relationships I once cherished.
I
am forever changed.
Jun 12, 2021
Jun 12, 2021 at 11:42 PM UTC
Love is a difficult thing to keep
The hill you must climb is very steep
The hardship, the work, the pain, the tears
All for love’s presence near
To take away all mourning
All sadness, but beware there will be no warning
When love decides to leave you alone
Then you will have known
What it feels like to be heartbroken
There are dangers to keeping one’s heart open
Beware of love
For it may be a hopeful dove
Or a crushing hand
That sweeps all fears
Quite near
To where your raw emotions dwell
Where you’re put into a spell
Of everlasting loneliness
Of never ending harmonious
Screeching and biting
Crashing and fighting
Over the last shreds of love
That fly away like doves…
Apr 30, 2021
Apr 30, 2021 at 1:46 PM UTC
I will never get apologizes for the words that have left your mouth.
I will never get to erase the trauma you inflicted.
I will never get the relationship I longed for.
The love I so desired.
Today I’m reclaiming my life and everything you stole from me.
Apr 29, 2021
Apr 29, 2021 at 2:05 AM UTC
I cannot help but think about you
And how our story ended so abruptly.
Only so many times I can say sorry
I want to say I will change,
But I cannot promise you that.
I can promise that
I am still the girl that cannot make up her mind.
I am still the girl that fights with her thoughts.
I am still the girl that loves too hard.
I am still the girl that loves you
I am still the girl that you loved.
I am also the girl that you left.
I could never be the person you wanted me to be
I could never change myself to be who you wanted.
Who you needed.
Apr 29, 2021
Apr 29, 2021 at 1:57 AM UTC
you and me,
are in an unfinished story,
that kind which the ending is made cliff-hanging,
but there's usually a sequel coming.
but you and me,
won't make it into the next book,
even after a year of writing.
because you and me,
parted ways for good.
but I am still living in one of those chapters,
Should have make my character dead.
Mar 24, 2021
Mar 24, 2021 at 11:55 PM UTC