You don't need an expert to know that not sleeping can get quite exhausting.
My thoughts are slippery as the grease that wells my eyes.
I'm not human.
You don't need help if the wounds fatal.
Just hear my last words and love them.
I'm not human, they shouldn't matter anyway.
You do not need words if you can't hear. You can't speak. What do they mean? Why do u search for answers?
Because your human?
I'm not human
But I understand
YOU don't have to do this
Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 3:51 AM UTC
If you couldnt tell, i dont need a thing
Why would i want anything?
I have everything i need
Food, friends, a place to sleep
Why would you want more?
This arranged misery is quite motivating
I never dreamed so many skeletons could change the way i feel.
If we were a vase, oh the withered marigolds we could hold
If we were a novel my oh my could anyone dare turn a page
If we were a ocean, then all our scaly past endeavors would surely surface
If we were guilt, we would share the same closet
If things were different....
Well i suppose they would still just be "thing's"
Feb 2, 2016
Feb 2, 2016 at 2:10 AM UTC
Im turnt.
High, inebriated whatever you may say
Cuz i know my blood would never treat me this way
Because sin is always so sweet till it leaves for another
What a shame, what a shame
That it had to be my brother
Feb 2, 2016
Feb 2, 2016 at 1:48 AM UTC
I am my own worst enemy.
hold these calloused hands, guide me.
take me three steps forward so i can turn back
tell me you love me so can admit that i have nothing to confess
Massage these sore shoulders so i can return to my shell.
Pick up the phone, call the doctor. But I've already been diagnosed.
Im dying inside from self inflicted trauma.
I cant be saved, I dont wanna be saved.
An old man asked quite rhetorically:
Do you want your name in the stars or on a tombstone?
Why cant i have both?
Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 7:28 PM UTC
I am a fool.
i always wondered what lasts
i always longed for days past
nostalgia can be a cumbersome thing
when you forget the memories tomorrow will bring
I want to be a mason
not of pebbles and granite
but of love and happiness
and the joy building relationships bring
Life is not perfect
There is no happy ending for some
Remove that luggage
you will find its easier to move on
I had a past
and thats just what it is
we cant save everyone
but we can reminisce
Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 3:32 AM UTC
There is no tomorrow
but have no fear for this is today
i feel blessed to see you in such a way
with that presumptuous smile in the moons glow
walk with me
lets travel to the worlds unknown
where i can be whom i want
and you can be you
Tomorrow never comes.
but love is here
Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 3:25 AM UTC
I knew an angel, and i was saved
I am my own worst enemy, but by grace i was spared
I've made mistakes, for which you have paid
Not for something in return, but just to make sure i was okay
So many things i never asked, so many things you forgave
The prototype of grace, who i strive to be like someday
Forgive me for my wrongs, you always did me right
Even though i am at war, you fought to end the fight
God help me, help me to never forget those days
When i knew an angel, and i was saved
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 1:16 PM UTC
It was the coldest day of fall, when leaves crowded the sidewalks to listen to the whispering wind that carried them past the trees they left bare.
A silouette of chain links stood ***** before the orange brick vacancy that filled the void left by an urban architects crumbled dreams
It was the coldest day of fall, the coldest day of all to past, forever October will last while the monocole of the seasonal sun stares you down daring you to look past
A silouette of chan links where my old man used to drink, but thats all in the past. Forever October will last. The seasonal sun beams to you. Thank everything beautiful and true. Your days of struggle are through.
R.I.P. LMR 1954-2014
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 1:05 PM UTC
I received it in a letter
with gold parchment prints
I ink my fingertips just a little longer
To hear divine disciples moking
Chanting raspy chatters for a foul stanger with mistaken steps
Steps that leave prints on blackened sand littered with promises of another scam
I dont believe anything that comes from envelopes
Because return addresses from Hades makes me lose all hope
patience becomes shredded to petty pieces peeked through a microscope
If you look a little closer you'll see this life is quite like a kliedoscope
Because were like rockstars with crucifixes
Just diguised as normal folk
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 12:50 PM UTC
Curtains part, in the imaginary theatre where I lay,
motionless,
hovering above the grassy savanna's of nevernever,
conversing with the angels that accompany me,
on this weightless tour of Valhalla,
the smell of rosey cranberry's and cyan fire,
feathers fluttering and rustled,
carried by a secretive winds whisper,
pushed past my peripherals,
the warm touch of an angel,
on my naked shoulder,
I roll over to find,
it is all but forgotten.
Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 10:37 AM UTC
