My listening to a sad song and I am experiencing nostalgic memories I've never made
Sep 9, 2019
Sep 9, 2019 at 7:31 PM UTC
I've had kings and god's and poets in my bed,
Felt them reluctant and raw, dazed and ****** and delighting.
Darling Peter brings me breakfast every morning after,
Always get my coffee wrong. He's got his smile
That seem more of an apology than anything else.
Hamlet paces endlessly, ten long-legged strides
From one side of the room to the other. I've got through
Three cups of the right kind of coffee before
While he's just crossing the sitting room again and again,
'to be's fluttering through my hair
Richard makes love like he's never done it before,
Like every little noise is a sign for concern. I think
It truly panics him to be faced with the responsibility.
Coriolanus ***** like a wild animal,
Fidgety and agitating. He *****
Like he's trying to win.
I wait for the real him and I say, won't you be a dragon this time.
Be a monster. Be whatever it is I am afraid of
When I put my feet up under the covers to keep them safe.
He laughs and tucks his face into my neck,
Squeezes his ankle around my toes.
No, he tells me firmly. Monsters tempt you enough
Without giving one my face to wear
Aug 18, 2019
Aug 18, 2019 at 10:29 PM UTC
I think about you when I don't want to think at all
Jul 12, 2019
Jul 12, 2019 at 5:32 PM UTC
You love my perfume a scent called worthless; you tell me to bask in every now and then
Jul 12, 2019
Jul 12, 2019 at 7:30 AM UTC
Tame my undying passion for the irreparable pain you have caused me. I crave the toxic melodies of your words malice coated with an obsession I have yet to acknowledge. You abuse me but the adrenaline I get from your kiss after seems to devour the fragments of remorse I'm suppressing. " I love you " you say but love to you is when I am in my depressive state weak and vulnerable an unending hunger for your attention. You tell me how much you love my porcelain smile because whenever I have an urge to speak hopelessness drips from my lips an empowerment you need. You love to feel in control you have an unhealthy greed for power. I plead but you look at me with disgust in your eyes a look that cuts right through my heart the wounds lingers. " I own you" you say and make sure the words are engraved in your head. "I know" I smile a reflection of self-hate I have yet to perceive
Jul 12, 2019
Jul 12, 2019 at 7:28 AM UTC
I'm empty inside yet I can still feel pain overwhelmed by melancholy tragic despair is what I am dealing with I cried yet I am smiling a smirk slanted with the weight of affliction
Jul 10, 2019
Jul 10, 2019 at 2:19 PM UTC
Turn my name into a curse that spills from your lips an essence as sacred as a tragic love story a distinctive accent of a triumph death fill the void in my heart with your dark mind color me unholy and claw at my soul with your poisoning words and calloused hands painful pleasure is what you give a dire need for your love.
Jul 10, 2019
Jul 10, 2019 at 2:03 PM UTC