shall i perish
ashes will i turn,
garishly
shunned to an urn.
death is a writing
clearly on the wall
letters that i wrote
keenly in the sprawls.
words breathed, penned
thus shall remain
in the end,
delicately in rein
leaving nothing behind
but a piece of my being,
openly disguised
as a permanent escape so freeing
Aug 23, 2025
Aug 23, 2025 at 1:29 PM UTC
Writing kept me sane.
What do I do now when there's nothing worth sharing—no writing left in me anymore?
Mar 3, 2021
Mar 3, 2021 at 10:19 AM UTC
There’s nothing more painful than holding unto something so valuable, only to be taken away from me in a blink of an eye.
Oct 26, 2020
Oct 26, 2020 at 1:14 PM UTC
one bullet to the head
two pills to ingest
three knife stabs to the heart
four steps to the railroad crossing
five cuts in the wrists
six
feet off the ground
Jun 3, 2020
Jun 3, 2020 at 2:58 PM UTC
Your feelings are like the flowers that you gave me. Fragrant and ethereal,
But wilts, but wilted.
And just like your love, it was only momentary.
Feb 26, 2020
Feb 26, 2020 at 10:28 AM UTC
The rose has withered,
Its petals started to fall out of its core
The thorny vine that ******
Will no longer do so,
Oh life, where is it!
Bring it back, bring it back!
Why does the world had to witness its beauty
If it’s going to wilt in the end?
Jan 19, 2020
Jan 19, 2020 at 5:50 PM UTC
You are the creamer to my tea and the sugar that sweetens the bitter parts of me.
Jul 7, 2019
Jul 7, 2019 at 8:14 AM UTC
I am sad and disappointed
On how my life turned out
I had big dreams
And I had those visions
But now it all turned into dusts
That pricked my eyes
And I am crying
For it hurt
To witness
My dreams
Shatter and break
Before me.
Jul 7, 2019
Jul 7, 2019 at 8:13 AM UTC
Breathe through the numbers
Cease through the smoke
Drink another liquor
Or chug another canned coke
An immature irrational being
Turned 18 this year
Don't you dare go clubbing
Just sleep off all your fears
You are growing old
Should let all the insecurities go
Hope you become brave and bold
Fly high and soar like an arrow!
I don't know if this makes sense, wrote it randomly kanina. But anyway, happy birthday!
May 11, 2019
May 11, 2019 at 12:59 PM UTC
The words you said
Pierced through my heart
It is true what they say
You cannot take back what you just have said.
Apr 27, 2019
Apr 27, 2019 at 1:01 PM UTC