Just realised our story will stay incomplete…
Just like the song you send…
Hamari adhuri kahani…
I don’t know what I was wishing for…
May be I got a little greedy…
Just having you in my life was enough for me…
I never dared to dream more than that…
May be I was afraid I will get rejected…
May be I was afraid I m not enough for you..
I don’t know what you want…
And I never dared to ask you…
I was afraid of the answer…
May its your silence that I liked most…
Let it be like that…
May be we are hurting each other…
But sometimes your words hurt me more than your silence…
Let’s drop this pretendence here…
And move on…
Some stories are meant to be incomplete…
Just like ours…
May be deep in our heart that’s what we wish…
I can feel the pain…
I can feel the love…
I can feel the regrets…
I can feel the happiness…
I can feel the sadness…
I can feel the excitement…
But I can never reach out and hold you…
We are close yet so distant…
I know we need that gap…
It’s what keep us going…
Let’s just embrace our incomplete story…
Hamari adhuri kahani♥️
-- Jonna Adam
Aug 29, 2021
Aug 29, 2021 at 5:37 AM UTC
Night is still young...
Calling us to take a stroll in fields...
Showered by drizzling rain...
And warmth of moon light...
Ànd the song of lonely crickets...
Breeze carrying the earthy smell...
Making us to stay there...
Wishing the time will stop for us...
Just to embrace it again...
With you holding my hands...
Our souls finding each other...
With the rhythm of our hearts...
Without any words...
Without any gesture...
The oneness we felt...
Only when you kissed my tears away...
I realised that I was crying...
Making me smile again...
-- Jonna Adam
Jul 3, 2020
Jul 3, 2020 at 3:54 AM UTC
You’ve dried up your tears once...
And yet your tears are escaping...
Don’t you know that the spilled tears never mattered...
And yet here you are crying...
Crying just makes your eyes puffy and red...
It won’t wash away the hurt or sorrow...
The heaviness you feel...
It won’t go away...
What are you waiting for then...
Someone to dry it...
Pull yourself and get yourself dried...
And mask it with a smile...
A smile that nobody can take away from you...
— Jonna Adam
Feb 11, 2020
Feb 11, 2020 at 8:53 AM UTC
Everything is falling apart...
Whether you realised or not...
You were in a dream land...
Where everything was perfect...
Only when the imperfections showed up...
You realised it’s reality...
And you are just a single drop of that....
You presence or absence never matter...
Yet you thought your absence mattered...
Your tears where unknown...
You spilled it again for another...
Why can’t you know that...
Love is not in your dictionary...
And it never will be...
So dry up your eyes fool...
And let’s begin the journey alone...
What are you waiting for...
Nobody is there to pick you up...
You have to stand alone and walk alone...
Like you did before...
You may struggle and it may be difficult...
But still the show must go on.....
— Jonna Adam
Feb 9, 2020
Feb 9, 2020 at 11:58 AM UTC
Love me...
I don’t know why you love me...
And I don’t want to know...
As I m happy to be loved by you...
I don’t know what I feel for you...
Whether it’s love or not...
Don’t ask me...
As I m afraid to say I love you...
I want to say stop loving me...
But I will never...
I want to be selfish once...
To have someone who loves me...
Am I being wrong dear...
As you are not mine...
And I will never be yours too...
My day starts and ends with you...
Yet we are far...
Far to reach out... and be one...
Let us be far apart always...
As we are meant to be...
Love me from afar...
Though I can’t hold it...
I can always feel it...
Which makes me smile...
The smile that you likes to see everyday...
Love me please...
As I can’t live without it...
— Jonna Adam
Dec 8, 2019
Dec 8, 2019 at 9:04 PM UTC
You are my brightest star...
My sun...
Which shines for me...
You brought the warmth....
As I was cold...
You brought the light...
As I was in darkness...
And I know you are hot...
And that I shouldn’t come towards you...
As I will get burned....
And turning away from you will make me cold...
Colder than ever before...
And make my life dark...
Darker than ever before...
So I have to stay in my path...
Moving around you...
Some days will be hot...
Some days will be warm...
Some days will be cold...
I should get used to it...
As I could never come closer than this...
— Jonna Adam
Dec 1, 2019
Dec 1, 2019 at 9:45 PM UTC
How I wish...
I can write...
What I feel...
With openness...
With passion...
With love...
Without any fear...
Without any judgement...
Without any regrets....
To convey the message...
—Jonna Adam
Sep 28, 2019
Sep 28, 2019 at 11:56 AM UTC
I don’t know why you didn’t pour out today...
Usually you like to get me drenched...
The day i really wanted to you soak me...
You didn’t...
I know you where trying to soothe me with your drizzles...
I couldn’t even feel you today...
What I wanted was you to pour out...
How I wished your each and every drop will fall on me...
How it makes me pain and cold...
And in the end numb...
I could have cried without anyone noticing...
And I could tell everyone, you made my eyes red...
Yes I know how you took all the blame...
How you could never satisfy anyone...
Just like me...
Even I m blaming you for not pouring out...
But one day you really have to do what I wish for...
Where only you and me will be there...
To let me out all the feelings I kept inside...
— Jonna Adam
Sep 23, 2019
Sep 23, 2019 at 11:34 AM UTC
How I wish I could walk again in solitude....
Through the paths I have taken in the past...
To revisit the places I have travelled...
Which hold so many memories....
Memories which I hold on to my heart...
Never letting it go for years....
How once I wished to visit....
Holding your hands....
And showing you my life...
How I dreamed of you enjoying my happiness...
And how you will hold me through my sadness....
How you will help me to let it all go....
But as I never found you....
I dreamed of walking in solitude...
It may take me years....
And it may be painful too...
But being in pain for years...
I don’t feel it anymore....
Unable to tell apart what is pain...
And what is happiness...
May be walk in Solitude is what I needed...
To make me alive...
— Jonna Adam
Sep 21, 2019
Sep 21, 2019 at 3:28 PM UTC
Don’t know what this feeling is...
Is it missing someone....no...
Or is it reminding me everything...I don’t know....
Just knew I m sad...
And wish for someone to hold me...
Feeling heaviness in my heart...
And my eyes become blurry....
And my mind blank....
So what’s the reason I feel down???
I have gone through this many times...
And never got an answer...
May be this will always be my part...
Never letting me go....
May be I also need it...
To remind me something...
— Jonna Adam
Sep 18, 2019
Sep 18, 2019 at 11:03 AM UTC