I miss her
I miss every little detail
That made her, her
I miss the curves on her body
Where my hands perfectly fit
Her kiss, oh god, her heavenly kiss
The smile that, although rare, only I could bring upon her lips
The pouts she made whenever she was teased
Although feisty, she was made cuter by her red cheeks
Her voice that came with words that I longed for
Of topics we could talk on and on for
The glances she gave off far in the distance
Looking for the meaning and purpose of her existence
While I just sat there, beside her, mesmerized by her beauty
Thinking to myself, it's her, the one, my life, my dreams made true
But now, I'm here, alone with my thoughts
Of where did I go wrong, how did I lose what I waited for for so long
I love her, loved her, I tell myself
But she never said those words to me, they were always held back
So I guess all I could do now is wallow in my regrets
Because the girl that I loved, is now just the girl I will miss instead
Jul 30, 2018
Jul 30, 2018 at 8:57 AM UTC
The moment he met the girl of his dreams
Was the time that his pen ran out of ink
Every moment he saw her smile so wide
The paper made it hard for him to write
When he held her hand and held it tight
His hands weren’t free to write one more rhyme
But when she hugged him and for the last time said goodbye
He sighed, sat down, and his sadness he began write
Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 12:54 PM UTC
All the noise inside
The chaos within
Never stops to torment
The soul that's giving in
Trying to find
A place to hide
To get the noise out
And let peace in
Temporary solace
Is what is sought
By a soul that weeps
Like a child in the dark
Tell me, are you that shelter I seek?
The peace for the turmoil in me?
Are you the light that will guide me?
Out of the darkness I clearly see?
Apr 9, 2018
Apr 9, 2018 at 9:30 AM UTC
How can I still have you when you want me to let go?
How can we be just friends when I love you more than you know?
How can you help me when it's your absence that causes my sorrow?
How can I ever look to every waking moment without your name on my phone?
How can I ever find the perfect girl when I lost you two nights ago?
How, tell me how, can I do all these things?
Without having to forget you and the pain that you leaving brings?
Oct 20, 2017
Oct 20, 2017 at 4:11 AM UTC
He smiled and laughed
Like any normal guy
But his eyes looked different
Whenever she passed by
He still had the same smile
Still laughed the same way
Yet he felt his heart aching
His soul slowly breaking
And his eyes gave it all away
Jul 2, 2017
Jul 2, 2017 at 6:40 AM UTC
When I went to that golden bridge
I did not expect to feel
A short yet perfect moment
With one I never met nor greeted
I was minding my own business
Taking pictures, capturing moments
With my camera, through its lenses
Trying hard to keep my interest
With my eyes, before I took a picture
Someone passed by
Naturally annoyed, I took a peek
I was taken aback by what greeted me
It was a girl who was looking at me
With her innocent eyes and captivating smile
Capturing me with her gaze like a picture she took of me
Leaving me mesmerized and my heartbeat skipping
The moment lasted for a second or two
But left me wanting it to last forever
And as she walked away with my eyes following
I felt that I fell for her deeper and deeper
It made me want to know her more
Spend a part of my life with her
And if worth it, give my whole life for her
Saying these words as the distance between us grew larger
"I know not your name
Nor the land from which you came
But do know you gave me a moment
Far purer and sweeter than I ever had. Ever.
And though childish, I want to say
I love you, but not as a lover
But as someone you mesmerized forever
And someone who hopes to meet you but knows that that time is never."
As her figure was drowned by the sea of people
At the same great bridge
I turned my back with a smile
Keeping the moment between her and I, hopefully forever.
Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 12:41 AM UTC
To live life without
Any self doubt
Is the key to a life
That’s promising and bright
But as much want as there is
To fulfill this and live life with bliss
It will take more than just thoughts
More than words to get what you want
Hypocritical it is for me, I know
To write these words and have nothing to show
I’m weak, a coward, spineless at most
Who does nothing but mope around and sulk
I hate myself for this
I truly honestly do
I can’t help it, it’s in my nature
To be useless, to be shrewd
But knowing this, I have to make up
For all the disappointment I put up
By giving these words of wisdom I never acted on
For others to see, and do what I have not done
Jan 27, 2016
Jan 27, 2016 at 8:28 AM UTC
I need to write
Write like never before
To let all my burdens go
To clear my mind, and to let tears flow
And lighten my heart for the morrow
Jan 27, 2016
Jan 27, 2016 at 8:26 AM UTC
He's been out for a while now
Roaming the woods beyond the walls
Angered by his fellowmen's betrayal
After they drove him out into exile
They closed the gates behind him
And left him all alone
No one to help nor care for him
Loneliness he always hated, now his friend
From above a hill, he usually saw
Over the walls, his people happy and unworried
"All those smiles are because of me,
and this is how they repay me?" he said to himself
He vowed to himself one cold hearted thing
To seize the chance for him to come back in
And make them all suffer, as he did their enemies
With the same means he used, ones they hated but needed
His exile was for all the cruelty and pain he conjured
Against the enemies his people long feared
He was the necessary evil they clung unto reluctantly
The savior they feared, more than they did their enemies
Days, months, and years passed by
And he continued to watch them day and night
All were happy, happier than each passing day in fact
Until one day, everything fell into the man's foretold fate
.
The people were frantic and in despair
He knew not what was happening there
But even so, he saw his chance has opened
And smiled as he went and make true his return
The Exiled, that's what he chose
To name himself for his return
Expecting fear to overtake the whole place
He was ecstatic to start the slaughter he savored since that day
The gates were open, just as he expected
He walked right in, giving off the same presence
He had emanated when he went out the gates
And expected the people to wallow in fear and hopelessness
What he saw was one he never imagined
They all saw him and asked for his forgiveness
They asked for his help, and offered their allegiance
He was no longer to be only their savior, but their king as well
The Exiled was shocked at the reception he received
Taken aback, confused and not knowing how to react
Until he thought of what he was given
And laughed menacingly, like those of the battles of old
He saw the chance to put out all the pain he felt
After being exiled before, and now he's back
To fully control the people who chained him with weakness
And free to do whatever he wickedly wishes
Nov 7, 2015
Nov 7, 2015 at 3:51 AM UTC
You don't have to give me your all
Just give me what you can give
And I'll take whatever they may be
While I give you all that I have
To show you that I love you, my dear
Just take what you need from me
And you don't have to love me back
Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 11:56 AM UTC