The top of my teeth are stuck to the bottom
don't move, don't blink
don't even think
for it might be too loud
stop looking at me
why do you stare?
I open my mouth to say something
but the words aren't there
I can feel the sweat fall
my body shrinks to a microscopic size
while everyone around me is so tall
I can't even look at you in the eyes
there is a weight on my chest
and it's getting hard to breathe
I just want to find rest
but instead I'm starting to heave
Mar 22, 2018
Mar 22, 2018 at 10:09 PM UTC
You will always see her smiling
nothing is ever wrong
her true emotion is hiding
and she actually sings the saddest song
For everything is a struggle
a day's purpose is to find true meaning
but all that she's feeling is locked inside a shuttle
she can't find meaning if she's lost with out all true feeling
Every second, minute, and hour of the day
her lips curve to the edges of her cheeks
laughing, trying not to let the pain have it's way
she knows at any time tears will leave their streaks
every night there's crying
every day the girl is slowly dying
depression is rising
and yet, you will always see her smiling
Mar 22, 2018
Mar 22, 2018 at 9:36 PM UTC
my brain and heart
are at war
all because
our relationship is falling apart
my heart aches for a you and me
more than friends
I don't want any other fish
in the sea
you were the fish I wanted most
no one else,
my emotions are locked in a cell
because forever felt so close
Mar 22, 2018
Mar 22, 2018 at 9:34 PM UTC
*I can't look into,
those eyes,
eyes that I've learned will judge you,
eyes, that will make or break you,
no,
please no.
I can't look into those eyes,*
**but I look you in the eyes,
and every memory,
or being laughed at is erased,
all I see is your beautiful face,
and maybe the laughing memories comeback,
because all I think is,
I wanna kiss you,
and how much,
your going to laugh at me,
if I did,**
Mar 22, 2018
Mar 22, 2018 at 11:54 AM UTC
Remember,
when we were younger
and we were scared
of the monster in the closet?
We never asked questions about it
why it was there
why the closet, of all places?
we were too terrified
But as we grew older
some of us stopped being afraid
because we knew it couldn’t hurt us
why be scared of something that couldn’t hurt you?
But some of us didn’t
to some of us, the monster grew
and it would attack us
late at night
Some of us weren’t afraid
but later in life
we confronted the monster again
and all those years of work dwindled down the drain
However, as we all grew
we, at some point, accepted the monster
sometimes welcoming it as a friend,
someone to listen
And as the days went by
all of us growing older
and finding ourselves, one day at a time,
the monster disappeared
It was like a weight off our chest
we were sad it was gone, but happy all the same
We could finally leave the confines of this place
and breathe
and laugh
and smile
maybe we were the monsters in the closet after all
Dec 18, 2017
Dec 18, 2017 at 4:01 PM UTC