You hurt me the way cigarettes do
Trying to stay away but still wanting you
Oct 8, 2015
Oct 8, 2015 at 10:34 AM UTC
My head is one pool of messed up thoughts
Swimming past by each other without order
Oct 8, 2015
Oct 8, 2015 at 10:31 AM UTC
Empty feeling inside
Nothing pleasures me
Constant want to die
Thinking of it explicitly
Can't enjoy life to the fullest
Just in this boring existence
Just surviving....
Just surviving....
Nov 3, 2014
Nov 3, 2014 at 6:19 AM UTC
Scattered thoughts I can not explain
Scattered thoughts why am I to blame
Scattered thoughts all types of pain
Scattered thoughts slowly making me insane
Oct 6, 2014
Oct 6, 2014 at 9:52 AM UTC
A shot in the head won't hurt that much
Like the way you destroyed my heart
Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 8:54 AM UTC
Dreams which are hard to achieve
Dreams in which we would like to believe
Dreams which makes us happy inside
Dreams if not conquered, makes pleasure subside
Aug 25, 2014
Aug 25, 2014 at 2:29 AM UTC
What is happy?
It's having low expectations
And not caring
About anything
But yourself
But I care about you
And I expected us to be
Something it never was
What is happy?
It's trying to walk
Even though
You know your legs
Are broken
But making sure
Everyone sees how hard
You are trying
Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 1:37 AM UTC
For every cut that is done,
A part of me is relieved, A part of me is discussed
For every cut that is done,
My humanity is lessen, My humanity is broken
For every cut that is done,
my pain is lessen and yet still it grows
To die or to live? I don't know which is worse
Live and face the pain of mistakes, or be memory of the past
They only care when it's too late, in the future I know I won't last
To die is my answer, but for now I shall let it pass
Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 9:52 PM UTC
Still waiting for a response or reply
Time is the key, we would be together
forgive me for my faults, lets focus on forever
Lets just talk before i start to die
Be angry with me its okay
just dont ignore me like a rock
let us feel infinite, endless hours of talk
i just wish you forgive me and stay
Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 5:46 AM UTC