You failed.
You don't get me back.
You live with misery,
I live with grief.
Apr 13, 2018
Apr 13, 2018 at 11:09 PM UTC
"How do you let out all of your pain?" said the beautiful red-head.
"I write."
"How does that help?" asking questionably
"Do you know how when you open a coke bottle, and its shook up so its super full?..."
"Yes"
"Well, its kinda like that... You have to take it slow and let air slip one moment at a time." I say.
Mar 27, 2018
Mar 27, 2018 at 6:06 PM UTC
The clouds have lifted and cleared
But my soul is still dark and depressed
I see the ocean
Craving the waves I want to swim...
Deeper into my emotion
Just to touch my beautiful
Yet painfully stricken brittle seafloor......
Mar 27, 2018
Mar 27, 2018 at 5:55 PM UTC
As the day grows
Darker and Darker
My mood falls
Deeper and deeper
Into the bottom
Of my new jar
Because all of the other hundreds
Are full
Mar 27, 2018
Mar 27, 2018 at 5:45 PM UTC
I look up and only see stars
You know there not that far
Unable to see the future and remember the past
But the present disappears so fast
It reminds me of his eyes.....
Nights filled with sorrow and sighs
Fields surrounding, full of lights
Pretending its alright
Darkness surrounds us now
While listening to distant howls
Breath like winds
Moans unable to apprehend
As stars start to vanish
He paints the sunrise on His canvas
I look over and you start to fade
My eyes fill with tears as emotions invade
Now only a distant memory
Feels like a century
Hiding under my fake smiles
Going though acres of trials
Glimpses of you at certain hours
Grab my attention and moments empower
Unable to witness you in sunbeams
Only able to stare at you in my dreams
Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 9:46 PM UTC
Sometimes everything seems like absolutely nothing.
Reality is there...
but only seen from a distance.
Feb 24, 2018
Feb 24, 2018 at 5:40 PM UTC
Laying me down you kiss my cheek
You remember all the times that we laughed
All the times that we argued and cried...
All the songs that you memorized together....
They all are gone now
Faded and burnt
Thrown and blown away......
Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 7:48 PM UTC
You open the door and the torment slams you in the face
Glances of lifeless objects
Just the colors together are pain wrenching
Bright lights swaying back and forth
Darkness.... but running and hiding
You want to go back but the possible is impossible
You would do anything just to go back for a few moments
You feel it, you remember
The hugs and kisses
Clinging to affection and the midnight smoke
Everything all hits you all at once
Your breathing speeds up but slows altogether
Caught up in the moment you don't know what to do
You remember that its just a distant memory
Never to happen again
Feb 21, 2018
Feb 21, 2018 at 8:58 PM UTC
Unopened gifts are like undreamed dreams
There but not remembered
Friends are like clothes
There until unwanted
Life is like a match
Lit and put out.
We fade with every moment
And every moment fades with us
Faith is believed but not seen....
Love is seen but not belived
The question is..... what are.....
We?
Feb 21, 2018
Feb 21, 2018 at 8:35 PM UTC