You’re sad but there’s no reason to be sad
Heart is throbbing
But you can’t tell nobody
As you have no reason to feel these things
Make others laugh
In hopes you’ll get that in return
Heart continues to ache
Why can’t y’all tell I’m hurting for reals
Apr 29, 2020
Apr 29, 2020 at 4:33 AM UTC
Ironic is what we live
When do you see this so call light
How is this not hell
We go through hella pain and hurt
Still have to attend our regular routine
Oh don’t attend your routine
That deep hole you’re in
Only gets deeper and deeper
Expected to bend yourself backwards
Who’s there to help you straighten yourself back
No one !
Now you’re stuck with this pain
A pain that never goes away
Half way out that hole
Guess what *** some **** popped up
Now you’re in that hole 2x deeper
Be positive tho have faith
Now you’re half way out
Oops back in 3x more
Smile, there soon to be light
🙄
26 years later, the record don’t work
Apr 29, 2020
Apr 29, 2020 at 4:24 AM UTC
My heart feels like it’s been stabbed
And the knife is slowly being twisted
My heart aches
This ache just continues to increase
I continue to try to decrease it
Got my nails done
Have dyed my hair blonde
A week later dyed it dark gray
Going to get my eyebrows done today
Still feel sad and not happy
Impulsively buying unnecessary stuff
Still not happy
How do I remove this emotion
Apr 29, 2020
Apr 29, 2020 at 4:22 AM UTC
When you’re sitting in a dark room yet you come to realize you’re mind darker
People see you and will judge you to be the happiest girl in this universe
They don’t know you’re only here because something always stopped you
With a smile on your face always laughing trying to plot the way you will disappear
Those days turn into weeks and years
When will this day appear
Apr 29, 2020
Apr 29, 2020 at 4:19 AM UTC