JazzyJ - Hello Poetry

None of this matters. My words are stale. An extended vocabulary is as pointless as the pencil this was written with. My gift of gab may have made women wet, just as the ink smeared on my palm, but dilated pupils do not read between lines, they only see yourself in yourself in yourself. Then you blink. You blink because an illusion isn't a fabricated reality as much as it is a cue from your damaged brain that has always reacted faster than a mouth expelling empty words. This goes for *** as well. No matter how many times you pull out, a disappearing act doesn't wish away a pregnancy. Only a pill the morning after can. And only a ****** is as expendable as the money left on a bed side table. Or a mattress without sheets. Not a man that walks away in running shoes, not living up to his full potential.

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JazzyJ

Nov 10, 2015

Nov 10, 2015 at 5:57 PM UTC

charlie-chirico

Casual Blinking

None of this matters. My words are stale. An extended vocabulary is as pointless as the pencil this was written with. My gift of gab may have made women wet, just as the ink smeared on my palm, but dilated pupils do not read between lines, they only see yourself in yourself in yourself. Then you blink. You blink because an illusion isn't a fabricated reality as much as it is a cue from your damaged brain that has always reacted faster than a mouth expelling empty words. This goes for *** as well. No matter how many times you pull out, a disappearing act doesn't wish away a pregnancy. Only a pill the morning after can. And only a ****** is as expendable as the money left on a bed side table. Or a mattress without sheets. Not a man that walks away in running shoes, not living up to his full potential.

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Inside I'm crying outside I'm smiling no one notices but its hard for me to control this when you see me walk by it doesn't look like it but I want to die thoughts racing through my head then comes the tears that I shed how can I change all the tears and rage you say you understand and all I need is a helping hand that may be true but first take a walk in my shoes sadness, angers, and unbearable pain you'll be taking a walk full of nothing but shame as time moves slower my self-esteem gets lower am I nothing to this world or am I just a worthless teenage girl?

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Nov 10, 2015

Nov 10, 2015 at 5:48 PM UTC

JazzyJ

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Inside I'm crying outside I'm smiling no one notices but its hard for me to control this when you see me walk by it doesn't look like it but I want to die thoughts racing through my head then comes the tears that I shed how can I change all the tears and rage you say you understand and all I need is a helping hand that may be true but first take a walk in my shoes sadness, angers, and unbearable pain you'll be taking a walk full of nothing but shame as time moves slower my self-esteem gets lower am I nothing to this world or am I just a worthless teenage girl?

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Loved ones are precious I know this for a fact And when you lose one It's like an attack I've lost some loved ones To many different things I hate losing loved ones But it's a bell that has to ring Loved ones are special I have many I should know But it just seems I couldn't let them go You try so hard To hold on But in one small second Loved ones are gone Sometimes at night I pray for lost loved ones Even though they won't come back This poem is for them the loved ones

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Nov 9, 2015

Nov 9, 2015 at 11:37 AM UTC

JazzyJ

Loved Ones ..

Loved ones are precious I know this for a fact And when you lose one It's like an attack I've lost some loved ones To many different things I hate losing loved ones But it's a bell that has to ring Loved ones are special I have many I should know But it just seems I couldn't let them go You try so hard To hold on But in one small second Loved ones are gone Sometimes at night I pray for lost loved ones Even though they won't come back This poem is for them the loved ones

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I love the way you tell me that I'm beautiful, and the way you make me laugh like no one else. I love the way you move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me on my face. I love the way when you take me to the park and put your hands around my waist as we watch the sunset together and feel the ocean breeze. I love the way you'd sing to me at random moments, and look at me and smile. I love the way you leave the smell of your cologne on my clothes after we hug I love the way you would send me my favorite flowers along with an " I LOVE YOU" card. I love the way you speak your mind and tell me about your opinions. I love the way you're not afraid to cry and show your feelings. I love the way you call me in the middle of the day just to say " I LOVE YOU." and say how much you miss me. I love the way you tell your friends about me and smile when you do. I love the way you whisper into my ear, the way your voice sounds so close to me. it feels like I'm dreaming. I love the way you do all of these and the fact that you're not ashamed to do it. I love the way you treat me, and I'm glad to be yours...

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Nov 9, 2015

Nov 9, 2015 at 11:34 AM UTC

~~@~~ How many times I have to cry this ocean of tears from my eyes? How many times I have to smile just to hide these heartbreaking lies? Oh, beautiful tears from my eyes come on, roll down in quietude Beautiful drops like crystal clear keep my weeping in solitude Will there be beauty in yelling letting them know that I'm broken? I want to keep my misery a thousand words be unspoken Beautiful tears, come hide with me just stay behind my loudest laugh Just let them know my victory A perfect beam in your behalf. ~~@~~

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JazzyJ

Nov 5, 2015

Nov 5, 2015 at 12:54 PM UTC

Marguerite

Beautiful Tears

~~@~~ How many times I have to cry this ocean of tears from my eyes? How many times I have to smile just to hide these heartbreaking lies? Oh, beautiful tears from my eyes come on, roll down in quietude Beautiful drops like crystal clear keep my weeping in solitude Will there be beauty in yelling letting them know that I'm broken? I want to keep my misery a thousand words be unspoken Beautiful tears, come hide with me just stay behind my loudest laugh Just let them know my victory A perfect beam in your behalf. ~~@~~

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We thought of you with love today, But that is nothing new. We thought about you yesterday. And days before that too. We think of you in silence. We often speak your name. Now all we have is memories. And your picture in a frame. Your memory is our keepsake. With which we'll never part. God has you in his keeping. We have you in our heart.

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Oct 31, 2015

Oct 31, 2015 at 1:15 PM UTC

JazzyJ

In Our Hearts

We thought of you with love today, But that is nothing new. We thought about you yesterday. And days before that too. We think of you in silence. We often speak your name. Now all we have is memories. And your picture in a frame. Your memory is our keepsake. With which we'll never part. God has you in his keeping. We have you in our heart.

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The smell is not satisfying The smell is not amazing Fishy and Cheezy The smell needs to be fixed Food is supposed to be pleasing Not like how they serve it All burnt up and under cooked It taste like prison food We don’t deserve it To your food from hell We won’t eat it again Please lord ... Make it better We need a new plan .

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Jan 22, 2015

Jan 22, 2015 at 6:26 PM UTC

JazzyJ

NASTY CAFETERIA

The smell is not satisfying The smell is not amazing Fishy and Cheezy The smell needs to be fixed Food is supposed to be pleasing Not like how they serve it All burnt up and under cooked It taste like prison food We don’t deserve it To your food from hell We won’t eat it again Please lord ... Make it better We need a new plan .

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