Be careful of
How much you
Swallow
And be careful of
Unearned wisdom
If I die tonight
Drink a vial of my blood
Tell my corpse how you've
Always felt, let the lies you
Never told come out
But do not cry
For if I die tonight it will be
with a smile on my face
To be alive
can only be confirmed
In dreams and
Sometimes death
Jan 18, 2021
Jan 18, 2021 at 6:31 AM UTC
Meanwhile,
As van gouh
Sliced his ear,
Satan started
As an angel and
Jesus was crucified.
Only immolation
Sets man free.
Jan 8, 2021
Jan 8, 2021 at 3:59 PM UTC
Sometimes I look up at the moon and
I see you
The black of night screams.
But through the darkest clouds
A reflection of the sun itself
Sits up on the horizon.
In the still clarity of withering
impending storms alone
The light of your face comforts me,
The sound of your voice
Shakes my core,
And my heart rolls alongside
The tides themselves,
To the will of your grace.
And as she dances
across the sky
In communion with the stars
I breathe in the cold air
With a smile on my face.
Jan 8, 2021
Jan 8, 2021 at 3:55 PM UTC
**** right,
I'm selfish
Trying to find my old self
**** right,
I'm selfish tryna ****
That old me
To replace that ******
I used to be
Dec 24, 2019
Dec 24, 2019 at 6:13 PM UTC
Been spending
my 20s learning
how to fight my ego
First, I was shown
how to love myself
But there was
someone else sitting there
Jeering at me,
showing me how ugly it is
so I learned the lead hook on LSD
And hit that monkey in the head
I saw him scamper away
in the corner
Of my periphery,
Leaving only the moon
to meet
I felt her soul kiss me
on the forehead --
My face in the picture frame half full --
Something I had never
felt before,
Self love was not about me anymore
Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 5:13 PM UTC
Your cheekbones Have me
Contemplating completely
Changing my heart beat
Hey all I know is
Sometimes love upsets wisdom
Nothing one can do
So let’s take a ride
Down old highway styx in hell
Hand in hand in hand
Let the Devil try
Cause we won't make it easy
To pull us apart
Unwind, call me yours
Love me like you love yourself
God is lonely too
Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 3:01 PM UTC
My heart cut out
on a silver platter
Medium rare glazed in nectar
Next to a side of yellow rice and peas
I believed in love until I met you
12,000 moons ago
And oh baby, I’d watch it
Cause my lips are looking for you again
But it’s too late
She shows her love
Face in the phone all day
Oh baby you should really pray
That you don’t love me no more
Cause if it you I’m writing about
as if you are gone
It is because Ive already
Done my grieving
I don’t want to drop the knife so
you probably shouldn’t fall in love with me
But if you have,
Love me like I’m already dead
tell me to come over at
Midnight during the mercury retrograde
To **** a melody in the cemetery
Talk to me like it’s our last argument
You had me caged in
The mirage of what we all
Could have been
But I’ll tell you
I’ve been feeling free
And all those things you said to me
The whiskey tears poured for you
The burns on my scalp
The scars on my neck
and my ears
my navel
Are funny
When I saw you yesterday talking to me
I could still see it,
glaring at my liver
Little monkey took a piece
Of my aorta in there
You scoundrels, give back my pain
All of my love was too much for you
And you tried to put us on trial
For dreaming, tried to lobotomize
My brain,
like Wonka’s factory
You stole fizzy lifting drinks
so you get nothing !!
But hey life is short,
Spin the wheel, win a prize
Take the scalpel, the buzz saw
Even all your anesthesia
I love you but you and your buds
Already snatched my heart
Pinch by pinch with toenail clippers
as I sat alone
In this bed, that bench, the bus
Turnt out, cuddling the devil
Falling awake out of sleep
Hallucinating green hue
From blood loss, bleeding out
To fill your ******* cups
But please, take a seat, drink up
Hell with me is gonna be hell
And besides I wouldn’t feel it
In this life
Anyways
Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 2:54 PM UTC
If you forget me sitting
In the park at dawn
To watch the sunrise by
Myself
Or hold your heart
In a little black box
And swallow the key
If my inquiries
Are overshadowed by
Instagram
Or Netflix dramas portaying
Something you
Believe is only fairytale
And you bat my hand
When I try to touch
Your cheek
If I proclaim my adoration
And you are frightened
My heart will not weep
When the birds stop singing
And you cannot find
Your voice to sing with me
I will still love you
Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 2:49 PM UTC
There is a black
Cat with no ears
That lives outside
Of my mother's
House
They say cold winter's
Subdues felines
Into losing their
Points as an
Evolutionary advantage
The cats of the Arctic
are like this
I give him tuna
And crab
And other leftovers
In a way he knows
It is from me
Before he would scamper
At the first sight
If my face,
Now he lingers around
As if to fill
Me in on what's new
Sometimes we sit
And stare at each
Other for hours
He hasn't
Let me pet him yet
Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 2:47 PM UTC
It will get to a point
Men will eat their own faces
In pleasure
And give their brains
to their brother
With glee
One day, children
Will be born
Dead already
As mothers hang flesh
Like potpourri
Holy martyrs mourn through
Sons and daughters
"Oh please, we beg you!
Tell us what it means to be free"
It will be the end of bliss
Love is just phenylethylamine
So we dismiss the notion
Of Being seen
No pride in being able to cry
So please, sit down
Eat a piece of this
Zombie pie
The internal quake
Multiple compound breaks
Bones are brittle
They give, they take
Soon, we will lose our sense of touch
Soon, the river beds will develop sores
Soon, Dr Moreau will grow a brain from spinach tufts
Soon, breath will be regulated
By the FDA
Soon, you will sleep
So, while you're still awake
Don't be afraid
To lick the lollipops
Bleeding in the
Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 2:45 PM UTC