I always try to feel them, to express them
Yet I forget, and I regret not having felt the sun often enough when it was still shining
The ground beneath my feet when I was away from home
The butterflies when only dead leaves were floating in the air
My father’s smile
The family gatherings when I was little
The sticky saltwater of the tropics on my skin
The fantasy world that only my brother and I knew about
My grandmother’s voice that lulled me to sleep
The scent of his skin when all I have left is his T-shirt
The short distance between my friends
On this day, I miss the sun as it disappears behind the fleeting formation in the sky, and I close my eyes when it reappears a short time later and I try to remember.
Apr 5
Apr 5, 2026 at 2:25 PM UTC
cast a shadow here
set the scene, light spot! over here!
place this one about twenty yards away…
…background
and now slowly... too fast!
towards us head on... cut!
we forgot the bouquet of gerberas for her
have her hold them at a slight angle in front of her with a self-satisfied attitude… or something
wait now
ladybird... what was it again?
“snowflakes”?
“conflict moon and sun”?
“a rotating mirror”?
what is that supposed to mean?
what was I thinking?
where do these belong?
in which place? to what purpose?
what am I doing here? what are you doing here?
where did you come from, why are y‘all standing still now? stop the staring, at least don‘t forget blinking! creeps!
the pile of props is leaning more and more
starved, curiously waiting for an instruction
there it is, no fear!
however the vision...
must have seemingly gone lost on the way here
Jun 11, 2025
Jun 11, 2025 at 8:05 PM UTC
My sweet darling
cover yourself with layers whenever you are cold
shrink in size
let the wind carry you
from garden to garden
taste the lovely fruits
talk to the lonely leaves
not for too long
float on
make sure no one notices you
taste here and there
talk to them
not too much!
Where have you gone?
Float on,
not too far!
let yourself be carried,
not too much.
Mar 27, 2025
Mar 27, 2025 at 3:56 PM UTC
craving the aroma of your air
while I sink to the bottom of the bathtub
longing for your touch
while being shaken back into reality
philosophizing about your voice
while melodies and bass fill the room
projecting your creature in front of me
while motion pictures buzz behind it
longing for your scent
while another sneaks past me
dreaming of different versions of you
while I try to recover
freezing although everything in me burns for you
perhaps a bath would warm me just as fine too
I let the water in and soon find myself-
Mar 14, 2025
Mar 14, 2025 at 4:24 AM UTC