There's a monster in the basement
In the shadows of the stairs.
There's a monster in the basement
And I'm sure he's covered in hair.
I have never seen him
But he smells like ***** socks.
His breath is just as stinky
And his skin is hard as rocks.
There's a monster in my closet
Behind my toys and all my books.
There's a monster in my closet
Daddy, take a look.
“There’s nothing in your closet,
Take a look for yourself,
Just clothes hanging from a hanger
And some books upon a shelf.”
There’s a monster under my bed
In the darkness behind my shoes
There’s a monster under my bed
I can hear him as he moves.
“There’s nothing there, it’s getting late
Sweet dreams, sleep tight, good night.
You don’t need to be afraid,
I won’t turn out the lights.”
There's a monster here beside me
Turns out he's just scared too
Of thunderstorms and dark, dark rooms
And even me and you.
5/19/19
May 22, 2019
May 22, 2019 at 8:07 AM UTC
Call me ugly, call me dumb
Say I’m boring and no fun.
You can say that I’m a mess,
You don’t have to be impressed.
Just tell me that I’m lazy,
You can even say I’m crazy,
‘Cause it may be somewhat true.
But please, whatever you do
Don’t tell me I’m too sweet,
That my company’s a treat.
Don’t say that I’m too nice a guy
That’s not a reason why.
If you’re not interested that’s fine,
Rather stay friends? Well, I don’t mind.
You could let me down easy,
Or you can say I make you queasy,
Just give me a reason, even blame it on fate
Just don’t blame it on one of my positive traits.
We’re all deeply flawed, you can take your pick
Just don’t choose something I don’t need to fix.
3/20/19
Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 10:53 PM UTC
IV. FAITH
Trust, trust, trust. Trust in His word
Fear and Doubt are being absurd.
Only in God should your hope be found
Let Christ be your solid ground.
There’s no need to be in such a hurry
Trust fully in God, and do not worry
He will bring to pass what is to be.
All in His good time, you will see.
Offer Him your fear and doubt in prayer
And don’t you forget He is always there.
I am Faith, feel me in your soul
Trust in God, He will make you whole.
2/3/19
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 10:08 AM UTC
III. DOUBT
Wait, wait, wait. Why such a rush?
How do you know this is more than a crush?
What if you see what you wish to be
Rather than what really is?
That smile, a blush— you wish to see
So you do, even though it’s not there.
Maybe it’s just your imagination
A lonely heart’s sad creation
Are you sure she feels the same as you?
Or are you quickly jumping
To a conclusion that simply isn’t true.
Shouldn’t we wait until we’re certain?
Listen close, just hear me out.
We don't even know her, for I am Doubt.
2/3/19
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 9:32 AM UTC
II. FEAR
Lies! Lies! Lies! All of it, lies!
Everything you feel burning up inside.
She can never love you. She will never want you.
She doesn’t even like you. She will forever haunt you.
She thinks you’re gross— A stalker, a creep.
She’s afraid of you— You’re a monster, a freak.
You are different, strange, a little mentally deranged.
You are broken, used, something she would never choose.
Don’t listen to Hope, ignore your heart and soul
She is not a savior, she will not make you whole.
Sure, she’ll put together the shattered pieces of your heart
Only to sit back, laugh, and watch you fall apart.
You are wrong now just like you were wrong then.
Let Doubt be a warning, don’t make this mistake again.
The darkness is consuming. We will keep assuming,
You will never draw her near. Embrace me, I am Fear.
1/31/19
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 9:30 AM UTC
I. HOPE
Love, love, love. Love at first sight
Look at her smile, how it shines so bright.
Listen to her laugh, music to our ears.
She is the strength you need to face your fears.
All these years you thought you’d be alone
She is the proof that you can finally be known.
Proof, proof, proof. Living proof at last
You can overcome the living shadows of the past.
Do you feel the spark— the fire— deep with in your heart?
She’ll put back the pieces from when you fell apart.
Can’t you feel the connection within your very soul?
She can save you from falling back into that hole.
Get up, go over, talk to her, show her you care
She can’t get to know you if she doesn’t know you’re there.
Hear me, I am Hope, I simply speak with grace
If we take a chance we can find our happy place.
2/2/19
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 9:23 AM UTC
I am torn in two, divided yet whole.
Split in half, I hold both parts of my soul.
I thought I knew the answer— I don't know.
Don’t count on it— It’s decidedly so.
I should make the choice— we can never choose
Let’s flip a coin, heads they win, tails we loose.
—We lost— Let’s shake the ball for counsel
With out a doubt! —Or is it quite doubtful?
Yes or no, or maybe so, we will see.
Yes, I know, just let it go, we are free.
Are we wrong, or right, is it day or night, tell me.
Am I torn, divided, or split in two?
There’s a difference?— Oh if only I knew.
The voices in my head say they know what to do.
1/28/19
Jan 28, 2019
Jan 28, 2019 at 2:09 PM UTC
I am torn in two, divided yet whole.
Split in half, I hold both parts of my soul.
I thought I knew the answer— I don't know,
Do I dive in head first or take things slow?
We should try being friends first— her smile.
She laughs— a half of me sees an aisle
I’m too quick to jump— no, too slow to move
I’m too sick —Make a choice!— Will I ever choose.
Yes or no, or, yes and know? We’ll see,
Or maybe we never will, please, tell me.
Someone, anyone, will I be set free?
Am I divided, split, or torn in two?
Is there a difference? I wish I knew.
Oh, for crying out loud,what do I do?
1/17/19
Jan 17, 2019
Jan 17, 2019 at 4:48 PM UTC
This is a letter from my future self
To the past and present Me’s
When you’re stuck in the spaces in between,
May this letter set you free.
It’s hard to think of what to say
To my past and present self.
What are the things you need to hear
That would be of use or help.
Surely, whatever I end up choosing
Will be hard upon your ears.
I must address some insecurities
And attack your greatest fears.
Don’t be afraid to take the fast lane,
Though I know you like moving slow,
You see, sometimes, moving quickly
Is the fastest way in which to grow.
I know you like to test the waters
Before gradually wading in,
But life is short, so take the leap
Don’t be so afraid to swim.
Remember life is always worth living
For there are people who truly care.
And when you’re not in that place
Let those who still are know you’re there.
Regardless of your wealth or status
We are each and everyone the same;
Deserving of grace, respect, and kindness
Whether or not you know their name.
Life is an adventure full of memories,
Like scars— just stories waiting to be told.
Just because you open up to someone
Doesn’t mean you’re shouting it to the world.
So take a chance once in awhile,
Go over, talk to her, smile.
Don’t overthink, ask what if, or why.
You’ll never find out unless you try.
Laugh when life gets crazy,
Love her patiently,
Live life in the moment,
Sincerely, “Future Me”.
1/16/19
Jan 16, 2019
Jan 16, 2019 at 11:34 PM UTC
I’m drowning in two feet of water.
I’d be safe if only I could stand,
But my arms and legs are too tired.
This is not what I had planned.
My eyes are closed shut, blind from the salt.
The tide is rising, waves are crashing over me.
They beat me down and pull me in;
The sounds of silence call me to the sea.
Deeper they draw me, further I fall
Caught in the current, far from the shore.
My cries, like myself, are drowned by the sea,
I’m splashing, thrashing until I can do so no more.
Submerged below the cool surface
I’m weightless... I’m free...
I wait... floating there, fearless,
For the sweet darkness to wash over me...
But then a flitter of thought flashes forthwith,
An image —the spark of hope set within—
The future —a beauty with eyes like the sea—
I can’t let this end before it even begins.
My burning lungs remind me I’m still living
When all this time I thought I was dying.
My muscles ache, death but a breath away
I’ve no energy to fight and yet I start trying.
I muster what little strength that I can
And reach ‘til my hands and feet find the sand.
I open my eyes and push with all my might
To come face to face with the most magnificent sight.
Your eyes were gentle, deep as the sea,
You were the spark that set me free.
“Don’t be afraid,” you said, smile gleaming,
“Those were shadows of ghosts, of which you were dreaming.”
1/3/19
Jan 4, 2019
Jan 4, 2019 at 1:37 PM UTC