I wonder sometimes do even you care
My whole entire life have you been there?
Watching my every move and guiding me
Or are you judging me and laughing at my stupidity
You're probably in heaven thinking "Who is he?"
Yet you're flying free
And I'm grounded like I can't watch tv
I'm mentally sick and I hide it by smiling
But I ponder on what you'd say to me
If anything at all
Do you like movies? Do you play basketball?
Do you like cookies? Can you cook? Can you draw?
Just some questions I want answered
Are you a good dancer?
Are you like me someone who doesn't know their place?
And wouldn't see it even if it was right there in their face
Someone who feels alone in a crowded room
And can only ponder about their own doom
And how the essence of life is in fact pointless
Or are you an optimist? An opportunist with unlimited confidence
Who can work a room like a ********** or a con artist
How do you feel about the institutes and the school system?
If you were given life what would have been your mission?
I bet you're just as lost as I am from every angle
But I still love you, fly high my miscarried guardian angel
Jul 30, 2017
Jul 30, 2017 at 3:43 AM UTC
I was told of a wonderful opportunity.
There exists a location,
reachable only by the hopeful,
discoverable only by the kind-hearted,
enterable only by the undefilied,
delicately designed by the nonpareil,
divinely crafted by the most deft.
So I organized my thoughts for years,
how does any human remain unsullied, kind-hearted and hopeful?
The only solution I could come to,
was that this awe-inspiring place,
is not designed for someone like me.
Jul 30, 2017
Jul 30, 2017 at 3:38 AM UTC
Trust is sorta like a piggy bank it's good 'til it busts
You stop being self centered and you start thinking about us
but please take your time, wait a second, please don't rush
just one slip up and the relationship will end up being crushed
No orange but the apple doesn't fall very far from the tree
But orange ya glad that you ended up finding your cup of tea
You went from being lonely to being half a piece
Having so many arguments and all you really want is peace
The codependency and negativity is not good for you
You rushed into a relationship but you never knew
That you need to assert your boundaries
Cause, people are bound to cross them when and however they please
Listen closely
This is one of DJ Khaled's keys
So just implement it if you want to be happy,
Set a line and don't let anyone cross it
And if they do, calm down and don't through a fit
Just tell them no we have to split I quit
They don't deserve your blood, sweat and tears they should know you're not a blacksmith
But just craft yourself a shield and sword
Communicate with your words
Then you'll be able to be happy even if you end up getting hurt
Jul 29, 2017
Jul 29, 2017 at 3:57 PM UTC
****** thoughts keeping me confined
Enter inside lets see what you can find
Plenty of negativity always haunts my mind
Repressed memories about mistakes
Emotions I can't express because of the stakes
****** thoughts roam amuck with no breaks
Starting to wonder what inside me is broke
Is it I or is it life that's the joke
Ostracized by myself that's irony
Not even wanted by myself I should fire me
Jul 28, 2017
Jul 28, 2017 at 6:25 PM UTC