Smoking these feeling away
Cause I don’t wanna feel this way
So I smoke and I drink
Next thing you know I’m throwing up in the sink
After trying to die from alcohol
Cause I know you can’t from ****
I might try again so ima just bleed
Hoping it works this time
That way I don’t have to pay a dime
For anything anymore
I’m starting to feel sore
Goodbye it was good while it lasted
Ima go lay down in this casket
Jul 16, 2020
Jul 16, 2020 at 11:35 PM UTC
I need help
I’m afraid to tell you
Cause I don’t wanna put this burden on you
I’m afraid to open up
Cause I don’t want us to both be stuck
I don’t want you to be mad
I don’t want you to be sad
I can deal with the pain
But it’ll make me go insane
I don’t know what to do
I want Someone to help me but really only you
this is something different I can’t really hide
I just need you in my arms tonight
Jun 14, 2020
Jun 14, 2020 at 11:33 PM UTC
Slowly dying inside
I can’t hide the pain anymore
It’s coming out all at once
My body is sore
And my mind is crashing
Maybe with bottle will help
It just makes it worse
This pain is giving me a welt
That will never go away
I’m leaving goodbye
Cannot keep this pain inside
May 17, 2020
May 17, 2020 at 4:07 PM UTC
Alcohol is toxic
It’s poison too the body
it helps to be numb
When you can no longer run
From the feeling you keep inside
But now you feel worse
And just want to die
no one will miss me
They never cared if I was there
They call me as a last resort
Cause there other friends abort
So I guess I’m the last one you think about
Probably even in death
Cause no one cares
Until they look down and stare
Onto my grave that I made
And put myself there.
May 17, 2020
May 17, 2020 at 1:05 PM UTC
everything reminds me of you
Most don’t think it’s true
I miss your smile
I miss your laugh
I miss your blue eyes
That matched the sky
I miss you being goofy
I miss your jokes
I miss your attitude
I miss your texts
I miss your calls
I miss everything about you
I guess you could say I am in love
With an angel
Sent from above
May 8, 2020
May 8, 2020 at 1:03 AM UTC
you got feelings, so do I
don't try to deny
it's okay to open up
and trust me its gonna ****
you can't put them in a bottle trust me I've tried
it will take you on a ride
that you never wanna be on
then you wonder where you've gone
May 7, 2020
May 7, 2020 at 7:57 PM UTC
You give it your all
You try your best
Making sure she’s okay
Even if you don’t rest
But stop now
You think your doing the right thing
But everything you say
Makes her feel unsafe
You don’t know how
You don’t know why
But deep down inside you wanna die
cause she’s gone now
There is nothing you can do
Except lock your self in your room
She was your world
She was your life
Without her what the reason to try
You’re not gonna end it
Cause you already died
No feeling no pain
Just heartbroken from the wounds within
Now you know how love ends
Its a sad story
and you’re to afraid to ever try again
May 6, 2020
May 6, 2020 at 8:26 PM UTC
I could be in the middle of a concert
Surrounded by people
And I am still unsure
On why I feel alone
My thoughts get scattered
I don’t know why I’m in this zone
I come to realize nothing really matters
I hope to hold my girl in warmth
So she doesn’t feel afraid
She so perfect in every way
That There is no one I would trade
And she’s pulling me out of this grave
I’m afraid that I’ll go back
When she finds someone better
And when I have my heart attacked
Even tho I kept her warm with my sweater
This feeling haunts me inside
Cause I know that I’ll love her
Better than any other guy
She’s my everything
She made me feel like a king
And yes she is my queen.
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 12:35 AM UTC
death will never stop
death will never give up
death is a plague
that can't be cured
grief comes to great you
when a loved one dies
even if you were nice or mean
you might not get to say goodbye
so don't be rude to the ones you love
and always remember they will be up with the doves...
Mar 27, 2020
Mar 27, 2020 at 1:48 AM UTC
i was living my life
all by myself
till i saw this girl
like gold on a shelf
feeling to afraid to even say hi
because the last girl tore me up inside
i gave her my trust
i gave her my love
all she did was say it was lust
I know
you were to perfect to let go
so i gave it a shot
and then I was caught
in your web of love
we fit together like a glove
you'll never leave my mind
tho you might ignore my line
baby girl you might not want me
but im gonna always want you
i just hope you can see
(chorus)
lost yet found
deep underground
soul is fading
fading deep down
baby your the one
the one to hold my crown
come back to me
baby we're meant to be
i was lost, but now i'm found
no longer on this cold hard ground
but baby you were bound
to find my soul that was drowned
you picked it up
made me feel like i had a crown
treating me like a king
giving me a sting
something I've never felt
i just hope you never leave
if you do i understand
i wont take my crown
that i gave to you everyday you had a frown
because you my world
you my everything
you might not want to hear it
but I can't hold it in
no longer underneath my god **** skin
its 3 simple words
you'll hear from the birds
I only say it when I mean it
so just please sit
because baby I love you
and baby it is true
because I never met anyone as perfect as you
it might be to early but that all right
lost yet found
deep underground
soul is fading
fading deep down
baby your the one
the one to hold my crown
come back to me
baby we're meant to be
I say what's in my heart
so while you're in your chair
ima hold you till the day I become air
even when you leave I hope you never do
those three word will stick like glue
cause I can't see you with another dude
it will break my heart break it in two
I won't let you go
unless he treats you like gold
I want you to be happy
even if its not with me
but I hope your happy with me
lost yet found
deep underground
soul is fading
fading deep down
baby your the one
the one to hold my crown
come back to me
baby we're meant to be
Mar 16, 2020
Mar 16, 2020 at 12:23 PM UTC