I realise I’m still a child
I thought I grew
Through disappointments and frustrations
I thought I became stronger
Betrayal after betrayal
I thought I became cold
Hurt after hurt
Who knew
This side of me
Still existed
The soft side
Still naive and trusting
Still innocent and child-like
Still accepting and forgiving
Believed in an ideal world
Fool, haven’t you realised
That we all
Live life alone?
Jun 21, 2016
Jun 21, 2016 at 11:40 PM UTC
Now and then I catch glimpses
Of maybe how I'd feel when I was young,
Of innocence and freedom and pure joy
Oh how I wish to feel them again
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 3:19 AM UTC
I see my dreams in pictures
I feel the ache of reality
My mind wonders a little too often
Can I get to where I'd like to be?
Are the dreams I dreamt still valid at all?
And most of all, last but not least,
What am I supposed to do when I'm bluer than blue?
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 3:18 AM UTC
I wonder what addiction feels like again
The feeling that
Maybe
I actually had an aim
A goal
Something I could
Look forward to
Something that
Let me escape
Maybe I did not have a life
But that addiction was my life
Come to think of it
Maybe
You're my new addiction
Addiction
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 3:13 AM UTC
Pen on paper, pen on paper
Mouths speak words and words meet ears
All you do is sit and learn, sit and learn
And watch and learn, and emulate
Emulate, immitate, impersonate
And ditto ditto ditto
What difference are you from the rest
When we all aim to be the best
As we play this infinite game
Of question and answer, question and answer
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 3:11 AM UTC
Is it quite alright
To live between the lines
Of reality and the mind?
Some days I just cannot tell
If I'm treading on sand or water or air
And most times I believe I live
In between the lines of reality and
The mind
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 3:10 AM UTC
I'm treading through thin air
It's almost like I can't breathe
Almost floating
My head heavy with ideas
A galaxy within my head
People don't think I'm normal
Though I try so hard to
My thoughts cloud my head
My body
Am I afloat? It's suffocating me
Maybe we all live alone
But maybe if I try hard enough
I will become just as normal
Maybe if I just watch and learn
Watch and learn
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 1:47 AM UTC
Like the waves that keep returning to the shore
I will always come home to you
Like the stars that accompany the moon in the dark
I will never leave your side especially in your darkest moments
Like the trees that live for a thousand years
My love for you will live forever
So much has passed and happened and occured
But I'm surprised yet elated that there's still so much ahead of us
Of more memories made and of stronger bonds to forge
I guess some things just never change
And I'm glad for that constant which is you
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 1:37 AM UTC
The ebb and flow
And breakers crash
It steals not one but many grains
And sand and shale and soul alike
The waves they rob a part of me
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 1:36 AM UTC
Days like these
her mouth cannot
form the words that
her heart screams.
A tangled mess,
an emotional wreck.
All she can do
is gaze at you
with sad, very sad
eyes
Oct 16, 2013
Oct 16, 2013 at 9:50 AM UTC