I’m uncomfortable under my own skin
I urge to chew it off when I’m frustrated
I’m pathetic that my teeth doesn’t pierce through
Maybe I deserve the pain I want
Maybe it’s better to conflict pain on my body rather then all over my heart
sometimes I feel I conflict my problems
I feel like it’s the reason I want to exit my body
I’m not worthy
people have acknowledged that I don’t got anything worth listening too
It sometimes leads me to dislike talking
It leads me to hating and being scared of people
I drown in anxiety
my heart is beating fast as I avoid eye contact
I’m an embarrassment
no one should see my body
I don’t even dare people to see
my beautiful human spirit,
because I can’t even see,
and I live with it.
May 9, 2020
May 9, 2020 at 3:54 AM UTC
My heart aches.
There’s no cars outside when it’s night
But my mind is full of traffic
I’m at the intersection what way do I take?
Take the highway to my soul
But there’s nothing but a black hole
There’s a dead end to my brain
It’s no use we must turn around
The only was we know is the road to my heart
The road is lit up, like a suburb city
But where there’s light there’s darkness.
There’s fear
There’s sadness
There’s regret
My heart aches.
Sep 18, 2019
Sep 18, 2019 at 2:22 AM UTC
Life is a sad mellow guitar beat
Tune in your emotions
Or you’ll lose yourself in the song
I am the conductor
Who is trying
To live and not suffer
Sep 14, 2019
Sep 14, 2019 at 2:36 AM UTC
Nightfall never looked so good
The soul radiating with sentiments unknown
The unknown has the troubled man in tears
All of a sudden the moon comes crashing down and down.
Sep 13, 2019
Sep 13, 2019 at 9:51 AM UTC