I don't know where I went wrong
Brought into the world crying out blood
Holding into dust
Help me make this feeling pass
Merging with the King of Household
Look away and run away from the devil
Father, I don't want to be like you
Oh, Father, I don't want to be like you
It's suffocating
Scared, Afraid, Dreadful
I'm such a fool
A fable I will keep looking up too
Knowing you acknowledge me
Is a feeling I can't wait to pass
Merging with the King of Household
Look away and run away from the devil
Oh, Father, I don't want to be like you
Jun 30, 2025
Jun 30, 2025 at 12:13 AM UTC
Why does it feel so much better when I was so alone
No one walking besides me
No one feels nothing when they're with me
It feels so much better when I was all by myself
Jun 17, 2025
Jun 17, 2025 at 4:07 AM UTC
Even in heaven hell is watching me
They ask is it good there in the garden?
High on the nice but low on disguise
Living on a promised world
While standing near it's exit door
Looking down, Is this where I belong?
So go ahead and wrap your arms around me
Until you feel nothing
Just like before
This second life I got to take care
Shoulders isn't stiff anymore so I can feel the weight
I'm swimming free floating in abyss
I'll take what I'm given
This beautiful nightmare
So go ahead and wrap your arms around me
Until you exhaust me
Apr 15, 2025
Apr 15, 2025 at 1:27 AM UTC
Lift me out of all my doubt
Hold my hand like an angel saving me
Let me feel the light of the sunrise
Harnessing the power of calming sea
Removing everything about the past me
This concrete I walk on will never forget me
Horizons in the night
Filled with city lights
May this new hope bright
Dec 31, 2024
Dec 31, 2024 at 9:47 PM UTC
Please don’t look at me
Here, have a shed of my skin
Please don’t look at me
I rather feel emptiness
Than embarrassment
I’ll remove my eyes and body
Just to save a glimmer of soul
Oct 10, 2024
Oct 10, 2024 at 12:35 AM UTC
When everything goes by you do you look at all of it?
Every gust of wind
Every dust particles
Every moment of time
Passerby, Critters and Buildings
Eyes scrolling at everything do you even feel it?
Extremely numb and painting all of it as grey
The Light slowly fading Shadows re-emerging
Do the bright in your eyes screams hate?
Do the shadows in your brain screams detest?
And yet you stand idly waiting for fate
When the fate of the mundane ends in repent
Oct 10, 2024
Oct 10, 2024 at 12:28 AM UTC
you've been stagnating
pyramid slowly getting covered by the sand
When?
Where?
Why?
small increments
a bump on a line
a beat
forever there
slowly moving in a place not moving
stuck
Dec 28, 2023
Dec 28, 2023 at 5:46 AM UTC
You took me out to a bar outside
Where did you go again?
I let you go to your new boyfriend, I hope you think of me
You're in the back of the room leaning on his shoulder
Reminds me of what we did before
Like we used to so long ago
Do you still know the smell of my cologne?
Beneath the pillows that we slept on
I think he's still figuring out how to turn you on.
You know it's true
He doesn't know you like I do
He is the rain but we dance all night in the rain and smile alongside you
He couldn't love you like I do
So if you think he's your home
Call me a homewrecker
Tell me how many times I made you dizzy
Tell me you're better off and say that you miss me
But tell me all about the times he kiss and **** you
So that I can distance myself again
Oct 21, 2023
Oct 21, 2023 at 12:18 AM UTC
There's no way you'll stay with a boy like me
Got no car and the same white tee
Stare all night long, and BPD
You can't make it work with a guy like me
Got no style and it's all IT
I wake up from my dreams and I fall asleep
Wish you could be with a tool like me
Rolled NAT 1 on D&D
"He acts like that it's so scary"
No way you'll love a guy like me
Sad best friends and no ID
I don't know why but I can't wait and see
There's no way you'll stay with a boy like me
Oct 7, 2023
Oct 7, 2023 at 4:31 AM UTC
I experienced all of you just to prove something
I think I'm still fast enough to fly away from here
Still gotta make a decision
I took half and watched me watch you
City lights lay out before us
Your arm felt nice wrapped around my shoulder
Now I stay out drinking late
See more of my friends than you
I keep questioning why I stopped
Sep 7, 2023
Sep 7, 2023 at 7:09 AM UTC