When you're deleting messages
They tell you how many they're getting rid of
32994 between us
Fighting
Telling each other we love the other
Fighting because I asked you to leave
Because I found out about her
It makes me sad
Cause I thought it was my fault
But you messed up
And he knows he has something
He wont let me go like you did
Feb 25, 2020
Feb 25, 2020 at 4:06 AM UTC
Do you ever miss someone who doesnt deserve it
It comes and you don't even realise it
And you're talking to someone who makes you feel
Like you're the most beautiful ever
But your heart hurts and wants
For some who doesn't deserve it
Why won't it learn
Why can't it
Feb 10, 2020
Feb 10, 2020 at 3:32 PM UTC
I hate that I can't listen to my favourite songs anymore
Because I love them cause of you
So a knot turns in my stomach
But is it cause I miss you
Or cause I'm dissapointed
In you
And me
Feb 3, 2020
Feb 3, 2020 at 11:06 AM UTC
Today I heard if you stop smoking for 28 days
You're more likely to quit then other people
Is that true for love
Maybe if I don't see you for that long
Don't allow myself to feel for you
The love
The pain you made me feel
I could get over you
But do I want to?
Jan 31, 2020
Jan 31, 2020 at 5:22 PM UTC
It's odd losing everything you lose
Cause it hurts your heart
Just as much as the pills you can't stop taking
Even though you've taken enough to do the trick
Jan 26, 2020
Jan 26, 2020 at 4:48 AM UTC
Blood red is such a pretty colour
We shouldn't hide it in ourselves
We should be able to see it everyday
Like I do
Jan 21, 2020
Jan 21, 2020 at 3:00 PM UTC
I'm with every body
Yet by myself
Drunk yet sober
Happy yet anxious
How do I cope
Maybe I'd be better by myself
But I won't be
What do I do to stop this feeling
And let go like everyone else
Jan 17, 2020
Jan 17, 2020 at 8:44 PM UTC
I'm not sure what I find most beautiful
Looking out the window in my journey
Seeing the world go by and turn
A thousand lives I'll never be part of
A world I'll never really belong to
But love being an audience to,
Or the paper with nothing but words
The spectacular times playing in my head
While I pick a song that better enhances it
This world beckons me in
I'm watching but somehow still apart of the drama.
Hmm which is more beautiful?
Or are the both equal in their own way?
Jan 2, 2020
Jan 2, 2020 at 10:25 AM UTC
I've officially hit rock bottom
And they burned the ladder
So I can't climb back up
Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 7:42 PM UTC
Nothing in the world is worth losing you
So why am I risking this?
The playful part of me isn't gone
I don't know if it ever will be
It wants something exciting
And dangerous
It's not worth losing you
But I can't stop myself
Dec 12, 2019
Dec 12, 2019 at 11:10 AM UTC