Make me believe in love again.
To the one I'll end up with,
Love is not easy. It never will be. So I hope that you can find your love for me in your heart, for when the time comes that your mind couldn't process your love for me, I know that your heart will.
Love is just not about happiness. It is also about sacrifice, compromise, and a lot of other unpleasant things. So let's make a very firm foundation of love, trust, and respect so that when the going gets tough, we will give it a good fight.
I hope that you won't give up on me. I do not wake up at the right side of the bed all the time. Believe me, I have mood swings and it will drive you crazy. The good side that you see often is only half of who I am. I hope that you'd stay when you get to see the other half of me and believe me, it is not pleasant at all. I hope that you'd understand my insecurities and assure me that you are mine. I tend to get jealous; not that I don't trust you, it's just that I am afraid to lose you, I am afraid of losing someone that I love, I am afraid of getting hurt. I am afraid of a lot of things and I hope you'd banish that fear. I cannot say all of the bad things about me, I guess, it is for you to find out and I hope that when you do, you'd still think that I am worth the stay.
Make me believe, please. Understand that someone broke my heart into tiny pieces and although I took my time putting myself all together, the scar will be there. Mend that scar. Make me believe in love again because, honestly, right now, I don't. Make me believe in love, make me want to love all over again. Make me believe that we could last a lifetime, because someone ****** up the meaning of "forever" for me. Give me a reason to wake up and look forward to each day, because right now, I don't even know why I need to wake up anymore.
I loved someone so much and I thought that person is my greatest love. Surpass that. Be the one who is even greater than the greatest love that I had.
I hope that when God lets you in my life, I am ready. I want you to come at the right time because I don't want to give you the burden of healing me. Trust me, I am trying to heal myself right now and I am not just trying, I am trying very hard.
And if ever you are meant for me, I hope you are meant to stay. I am already in the stage of life where all I want is something serious and something that would last.
And if ever you turn out to be the person who shattered my heart into pieces, my greatest love, I hope this time you already know my worth. I hope this time you are meant to stay.
Aug 29, 2016
Aug 29, 2016 at 2:37 AM UTC
I saw you standing in the rain
I saw your eyes with feelings I can't contain
Maybe you're thinking "I'm the one to blame."
Oh darling please put that thought away
Like the dust from a cigarette in the ashtray
Let your doubts fly away
Give your heart a break
Because someone will take ache will vanish
Like a water in the lake
And I guess it's me who's
Comin' your way
I am obnoxiously loud
But at night, I am increadibly sad
Sometimes I think about my
Flaws a hope for a better ME,
A good looking ME and show everyone
what they missed out.
Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 7:58 PM UTC
Midnight cries
Midnight goodbyes
Midnight full of lies
As the time flies
The moon is blue
That fits in this scene where nothing is true.
I was crying for you
For you made me blue
Too many words to keep
Till the clock strikes 1 till the clock will beep
And right now I cant barely sleep
With the darkness of your words you buried me so deep.
Apr 13, 2016
Apr 13, 2016 at 6:12 AM UTC
It was a lover and his lass,
With a hey, and a ** and a hey nonino,
That o’er the green corn-field did pass,
In the spring time, the only pretty ring time,
When birds do sing, hey ding a ding, ding;
Sweet lovers love the spring.
Between the acres of the rye,
With a hey, and a ** and a hey nonino,
These pretty country folks would lie,
In the spring time, the only pretty ring time,
When birds do sing, hey ding a ding, ding;
Sweet lovers love the spring.
This carol they began that hour,
With a hey, and a ** and a hey nonino,
How that life was but a flower
In the spring time, the only pretty ring time,
When birds do sing, hey ding a ding, ding;
Sweet lovers love the spring.
And, therefore, take the present time
With a hey, and a ** and a hey nonino,
For love is crownèd with the prime
In the spring time, the only pretty ring time,
When birds do sing, hey ding a ding, ding;
Sweet lovers love the spring.
Mar 21, 2016
Mar 21, 2016 at 2:49 AM UTC
**I'm a mess
my life is full of distress
I'm a mess
even I became selfless
These people around me
will keep on judging me
all my flaws that they will see
will be stock on thier memory
I'm a mess
I'm not a success
I'm posessed
with anger and stress**
Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 6:27 PM UTC
My dreams are far more better than reality
There is you and me
If thats the case
I'll go back to sleep to percieve your embrace
Then just wake me up if you broke up
I'm just walking with you
together with her too
then I'll just tease you two
as if I giggled
but I weeped
There's no us
And there's no YOU and ME
If I'm jealous then don't **** in
I'll just laugh in afliction
and laugh in distress
because everything's a mess
Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 5:31 PM UTC
***I'm dying in vain,
I'm closing my eyes with pain.
all the thirsts and all the stuggles I gain
will still remain.
those fame I dreamed of,
those Game I played,
those struggles I take
I will leave them and forsake.
to thee I struggled so much,
thy roaring sounds still bothering me.
to thee I cried so hard,
my words at this pass were vain and bootless.***
Jan 15, 2016
Jan 15, 2016 at 11:57 AM UTC
No one can fix this pensive moment
with my heart divided to its quotient.
No one will ever fix my broken heart
Since you left apart.
I regret the day we met
And this day I will never forget.
Soon as I pass your hallow abyss,
You will never feel any bliss.
And if you will come back to me
There is no "me" to see.
For I will never be there if you need someone to lean on,
Because I am gone.
Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 9:32 AM UTC
Yes I'm wrong and I'm sorry
Please forgive me those times that I wasn't there.
Yes I'm stupid
Please give me one more chance
I wish when we were still together
I should've done my part.
I'm losing my job, my life. since the day I lose you
I know it's too late to apologize
But I just want you to know how much I loved you.
You're the reason why I changed,
The reason I lived,
And the reason why I cried in front you
I wish I can turn back the time
And do all the things I should've done when I was your man
Oct 29, 2015
Oct 29, 2015 at 8:19 PM UTC
Your love for me is illegal
The way you treat me is detrimental
Your touch is lethal
And the way you care is medieval
But even it's harmful I will still love you
Like The way other lovers do
I will still love you
For I belong to you.
Oct 13, 2015
Oct 13, 2015 at 9:17 AM UTC