Icyblu - Hello Poetry

I wanna text you… I wanna text you.. and say **** you look so different but you could wear a cloak and still be seen with my naked eye… You’ve always stood out like that. I hope you seen me… Tonight.. The way I seen you.. Two ships passing in the ice foggy night.. the sunset in front of us till we reach our destination in sight.. I wonder what’s on ur mind, and if your alright, if she’s all yo never dreamed of and your healed enough to stop playing the naive cat and mouse fight.. I’m not.. I’m still lost, no direction yet, just going where the wind takes me, A saying as old as Gypsy times.. One day, I’ll get it right, but today I’m quite un healed.. Reminiscing on somebody who never loved me, Talking into the nothing less air, the only person that I’ll hear my spiel… ~ unspoken mantra melodies Kandy Kane~

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Mar 9

Mar 9, 2026 at 4:31 AM UTC

Icyblu

I wanna text you

I wanna text you… I wanna text you.. and say **** you look so different but you could wear a cloak and still be seen with my naked eye… You’ve always stood out like that. I hope you seen me… Tonight.. The way I seen you.. Two ships passing in the ice foggy night.. the sunset in front of us till we reach our destination in sight.. I wonder what’s on ur mind, and if your alright, if she’s all yo never dreamed of and your healed enough to stop playing the naive cat and mouse fight.. I’m not.. I’m still lost, no direction yet, just going where the wind takes me, A saying as old as Gypsy times.. One day, I’ll get it right, but today I’m quite un healed.. Reminiscing on somebody who never loved me, Talking into the nothing less air, the only person that I’ll hear my spiel… ~ unspoken mantra melodies Kandy Kane~

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Eye to eye you and me, a dance of melodies long lost and forgotten to me.. as we dance this dance Melodies of a song so long lost and forgotten come back to me… I keep dancing, the melody comes in soft.. and gets louder with each twirl.. louder and louder till it fills your heart and soul with a deep rumbling thunder roar, I dance the dance of you and me; eye to eye.. wait and see.. a melody so beautiful, so lost , so free.. I dance the melody of you and me.. to reminisce something.. that was never meant to be… ~kandy kane~

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Mar 9

Mar 9, 2026 at 4:30 AM UTC

Icyblu

Eye to eye

Eye to eye you and me, a dance of melodies long lost and forgotten to me.. as we dance this dance Melodies of a song so long lost and forgotten come back to me… I keep dancing, the melody comes in soft.. and gets louder with each twirl.. louder and louder till it fills your heart and soul with a deep rumbling thunder roar, I dance the dance of you and me; eye to eye.. wait and see.. a melody so beautiful, so lost , so free.. I dance the melody of you and me.. to reminisce something.. that was never meant to be… ~kandy kane~

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I'm alot of things, we all know this.. My emotions seem as unpredictable as the great Alaskan weather at times especially when it comes to you.. Imagine, hurt, frustration, insecurities, hatred, romance, love, and a painful understanding of not only your past but my very own.. Understanding. I'll say it again. Flaws revealed, and still holding on to love someone so imperfectly perferct in the darkest of your very days (at the time it sure was.. 17 wasn't nice to me..) To be able to love you was meaning loving the parts of me I hated, that mainly being my upbringing. To love you was letting go of all reasons, all logic in life, and shifting focus on vibe and emotion **** was that dangerous...) To love you, it killed the light in my eyes and the touch of my poetry sacred soul.... It hurt so bad and it's a hurt 5hat doesn't stop hurting. I didn't deserve you. I didnt..didn't... And you didn't deserve me... No. But I tried to work with what my hands were delt, I thought I could love the hate out of your soul, and leave a print on your heartt that you'll never forget. I wanted to love you so long and so hard that you'd change the hate within you and consider loving me and yourself. You always tried destroying yourself, you just never cared. I tried to give you a reason to care. But in all that healing I so very tried within my heart and soul to give you, I lost myself. And I'll never ever ever forgive myself for that. 17 year old me didn't deserve that . But I have only the way I was brought into the dark side of the tracks growing up to blame. I was so dependent on you it was sad. I was truly crazy over you. And I always will be. I love you very much and I'm afraid I always will. You see, you tell me you care about me and I wish that was true. Because me and you, we could of bee beautiful. I mean really beautiful, like the secret garden and like the northern lights dancing free among the darkest of places in the woods, shining ever bright, and twinkling away all the pain within. We could of over turned this cursed life we were given, together and be something. But than I think on it, and the interaction that of which we had the blessing of attending together and suddenly realize that whatever I envisioned, whatever I thought of us as... it wasn't real for you.. It was real for me though. I love you still. I care about you. Me...

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Aug 31, 2022

Aug 31, 2022 at 6:11 AM UTC

Icyblu

What I would say to you... If you could only understand.

I'm alot of things, we all know this.. My emotions seem as unpredictable as the great Alaskan weather at times especially when it comes to you.. Imagine, hurt, frustration, insecurities, hatred, romance, love, and a painful understanding of not only your past but my very own.. Understanding. I'll say it again. Flaws revealed, and still holding on to love someone so imperfectly perferct in the darkest of your very days (at the time it sure was.. 17 wasn't nice to me..) To be able to love you was meaning loving the parts of me I hated, that mainly being my upbringing. To love you was letting go of all reasons, all logic in life, and shifting focus on vibe and emotion **** was that dangerous...) To love you, it killed the light in my eyes and the touch of my poetry sacred soul.... It hurt so bad and it's a hurt 5hat doesn't stop hurting. I didn't deserve you. I didnt..didn't... And you didn't deserve me... No. But I tried to work with what my hands were delt, I thought I could love the hate out of your soul, and leave a print on your heartt that you'll never forget. I wanted to love you so long and so hard that you'd change the hate within you and consider loving me and yourself. You always tried destroying yourself, you just never cared. I tried to give you a reason to care. But in all that healing I so very tried within my heart and soul to give you, I lost myself. And I'll never ever ever forgive myself for that. 17 year old me didn't deserve that . But I have only the way I was brought into the dark side of the tracks growing up to blame. I was so dependent on you it was sad. I was truly crazy over you. And I always will be. I love you very much and I'm afraid I always will. You see, you tell me you care about me and I wish that was true. Because me and you, we could of bee beautiful. I mean really beautiful, like the secret garden and like the northern lights dancing free among the darkest of places in the woods, shining ever bright, and twinkling away all the pain within. We could of over turned this cursed life we were given, together and be something. But than I think on it, and the interaction that of which we had the blessing of attending together and suddenly realize that whatever I envisioned, whatever I thought of us as... it wasn't real for you.. It was real for me though. I love you still. I care about you. Me...

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