I want your body
Lay it on top of me
I want your body
To be free with me
Kiss me
Kiss me all over
Every inch
Every inch of me lover
Taste me
Don't be nice
Taste me
All the way to paradise
Eat me
To your heart's content
Eat me
Your daily nourishment
Penetrate me
Slow and deep
Penetrate me
Until I fall asleep
In your arms....
Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 1:47 AM UTC
A change within yourself.
Another way of saying it?
Growing up.
Our clothes change,
Our bodies change,
Our preferences change,
Things get harder,
And it *****
Remember playing in the playground?
Now you're probably on Facebook.
Or you might be one of those people who still play Mindcraft.
Change isn't always for the best.
So if you don't like it,
Don't whine.
There's no other thing to do,
But to live with it.
So shut up.
And,
Grow up.
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 6:00 PM UTC
Deeply
Excruciating
Pitiful
Rejection
Equals
Societies
Standards
Impacting
Others
Nevertheless
It's
Sorrow
Really.
Endlessly
Aimlessly
Lurking
DEPRESSION IS REAL
So don't ignore it!
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 4:41 PM UTC
I am a woman.
Impractical
Imperfect
Insecure
I am a woman
a breathing work of art
I have the power to enchant you
with a simple husky laugh
I have the power to pull you in
by a gesture or a phrase
I am a woman
I am vulnerable sometimes
yet still I find the strength to mingle laughter with my tears
to stand tall in the face of what I fear
I am a woman and the world has said
that I must be tall and lanky
and Have a million mile legs
I am a woman
I laugh to loud
eat chicken wings
and play in in mud puddles sometimes
I am a woman
I am me.
Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 3:40 AM UTC
The Flame we shared atop of the candle
Wiped out by the cold winter days of our arguing
No longer provides the light I used to see in you
The light that drew me to your delicate ways
Now hardened and forgotten
A piece of coal mistaken for a diamond
Picked before it could ripe
Instead of the sweet nectar of love, we watched as it rotted
day by day, I love you less and less
The passion is gone, a lost cause among a sea of doubt,
Excuse my hardened nature for why we must part
A relationship turned to Beauty-less art
I can not bear the thought of the time wasted
Take what I have given, a chance to love
And to be truly loved in return
Do you understand?...
That MY heart belongs to another man
I’ve longed to discover another way to tell you
But as time passed, I could no longer take it
I could no longer lie to a innocent man
Caught between a woman and her soul’s desire to truly love, herself
Take my deepest sorrow as I’ve wasted your time too
Precious seconds, never to be redeemed again
I only hope that you may salvage a relationship at all
Oh how I see the hatred flowing through your body
Burning with the desire to end my happiness, my life,
Because I have destroyed yours
So hate me for now, I deserve it
But, just know, that was never my intention
You are not my lover any longer, but you have played your part in my life
As I have done in yours
The curtain closes on some plays earlier than expected
Ours slammed shut, so fast. So violently
we just didn’t heed notice, Until it was too dark to see
that we were hurting each other more holding on,
than letting go and parting ways.
Two roads diverging, with separate futures awaiting
Mistakes to be made, and choices to be chosen
I’ve chosen life with him
But your eyes desire death for me
I fear your choice is to take my breath
Linger it in your hands and watch as I hopelessly die
Much how you believe I’ve done with your heart
But your love was simply incompatible with mine
May your heart one day mend with the thread of another
With this kiss, I dismiss all heart’s wonder
Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 3:37 AM UTC
Where do we go from here?
I can't believe that you are not near..
You're the cause of my every tear,
loosing you was my every fear....
The remarkable feeling of your touch,
the blessed feeling of your love,
The thought of believing you,
the things we have been through,
all my cherished memories have vanished...
I was wrong to trust you,
I was wrong to believe when you said
that I was your dreams for your future...
Was she worth loosing me?
How blind could you be?
Your desire was to deceive me,
to degrade my love that I gave you...
Look deep inside your soul,
I was the one who remained by your side,
In return all you did was lied...
I was never prepared for you too cheat me out...
Now as I lay here alone
I realize that you're gone forever
Forgetting you will be never..
Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 3:36 AM UTC
I AM DONE KISSING YALL ***
YOU ALL ARENT GONNA KISS MINES
SHID YALL TURN YALL BACK
WHEN I HIT DESPEREATE TIMES
YALL SMILE IN MY FACE
BUT TALK **** BEHIND MY BACK
LIKE WE WASNT RAISED IN THE SAME PLACE
I DO ADMIT AT TIMES I CRY
I SIT AND WONDER AND ASK MYSELF WHY?
I TOUCH IT, I'M AFRAID YEA I FEEL
**** IT YALL THIS **** IS FOR REAL??
Oct 16, 2015
Oct 16, 2015 at 6:56 PM UTC
So word is u going around saying u used me and u cool with it!!!!! makes me question, what is loyalty?????? Boy I fed u, I bathe U, I housed U, I took care of U....boy....how dare U come to me with bad intention....then u up and leave me when I need U the most.....to add insult to injury U wanted me to **** our baby! U turned ur back in us....U failed me when I held u up................I hate U for that. U'd rather want someone like her. Someone loud like the **** we smoked, someone expensive like what drank every Friday and Saturday night. U and me in my house. U wanted someone easy, like it was so easy to whisper in my ear. U made me believe that U loved me. U lead me to believe that U was 100. I supported ur dreams and I cared about ur thoughts. I kept ur secrets, I never turned on u, and I never will. U lied to me and played ur girl. U took my heart and ripped it open for the world to see, now I am a angry poet.
Oct 16, 2015
Oct 16, 2015 at 6:49 PM UTC
I cant be UR girl
CUZ I got **** on my mind
its all a game
and I want it all the time
U said U could handle
my large appetite
But I'm starting to see
UR putting up a lil fight....
I just wanna **** it
and maybe spit on it
lick on it, bite it
make love to it
U can't handle this *****
I'm sure it's too much
Stop ****** playing
and let me come ****
Oct 16, 2015
Oct 16, 2015 at 6:37 PM UTC
I feel so strong in my faith
The possibilities are endless
I lower my head in shame of my past, only knowing
Its the the same place my head is when I'm praying
I fall,to my knees knowing that its the same place I'm at when I'm begging
I cry
I feel so tempted
And try
Guess he doesn't like me
Who cares
I thought my problems were in my feelings
Or lack thereof
So I supplemented smiling
With drinking
Only to find out ultimately
That the flesh is far more powerful than my heart
Especially when he has tattoos,and a smile I talk about more than I see
So I'm living stronger in knowing I can overcome this
Because I'm living daily
Without what is making me
Knowing soon I'll find what
God has left for me
And find the one with expectations I can also meet
I lay here daydreaming
Suffocating yet again
Trying to catch my breath
Like I wish I could my sin
So I wouldn't have to ask for forgiveness tomorrow
he doesn't call, I don't care
Or do I
Seems I write,talk,and wine
About it
More than the **** I'm trying to give up
Me without a blunt
I know it seems impossible
So does not taking a self injected shot of hyper activity, and I've made it ten months thus far
I'm forever rushing my pain
To get to the feeling of unworthy,so that I know its a delusion brought forth by the possibility of failure
And when Christ strengthens my weakness
To fail is just a thought wanting him more like a wish,And I realize in this world full of problems
I'm not the worst fish
I learn daily,silently listen
As often as allowed
And when its too quite
I look up from falling and reach for the hands that have absorbed my pain
While lifting me away
from this valley
in the bottom
of my self grown Eden
my forbidden fruit
Would taste delicious
In a pie, I'm sure of it
Oct 16, 2015
Oct 16, 2015 at 6:18 PM UTC