I want your body
Lay it on top of me
I want your body
To be free with me
Kiss me
Kiss me all over
Every inch
Every inch of me lover
Taste me
Don't be nice
Taste me
All the way to paradise
Eat me
To your heart's content
Eat me
Your daily nourishment
Penetrate me
Slow and deep
Penetrate me
Until I fall asleep
In your arms....
Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 1:47 AM UTC
A change within yourself.
Another way of saying it?
Growing up.
Our clothes change,
Our bodies change,
Our preferences change,
Things get harder,
And it *****
Remember playing in the playground?
Now you're probably on Facebook.
Or you might be one of those people who still play Mindcraft.
Change isn't always for the best.
So if you don't like it,
Don't whine.
There's no other thing to do,
But to live with it.
So shut up.
And,
Grow up.
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 6:00 PM UTC
Deeply
Excruciating
Pitiful
Rejection
Equals
Societies
Standards
Impacting
Others
Nevertheless
It's
Sorrow
Really.
Endlessly
Aimlessly
Lurking
DEPRESSION IS REAL
So don't ignore it!
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 4:41 PM UTC
I am a woman.
Impractical
Imperfect
Insecure
I am a woman
a breathing work of art
I have the power to enchant you
with a simple husky laugh
I have the power to pull you in
by a gesture or a phrase
I am a woman
I am vulnerable sometimes
yet still I find the strength to mingle laughter with my tears
to stand tall in the face of what I fear
I am a woman and the world has said
that I must be tall and lanky
and Have a million mile legs
I am a woman
I laugh to loud
eat chicken wings
and play in in mud puddles sometimes
I am a woman
I am me.
Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 3:40 AM UTC
The Flame we shared atop of the candle
Wiped out by the cold winter days of our arguing
No longer provides the light I used to see in you
The light that drew me to your delicate ways
Now hardened and forgotten
A piece of coal mistaken for a diamond
Picked before it could ripe
Instead of the sweet nectar of love, we watched as it rotted
day by day, I love you less and less
The passion is gone, a lost cause among a sea of doubt,
Excuse my hardened nature for why we must part
A relationship turned to Beauty-less art
I can not bear the thought of the time wasted
Take what I have given, a chance to love
And to be truly loved in return
Do you understand?...
That MY heart belongs to another man
I’ve longed to discover another way to tell you
But as time passed, I could no longer take it
I could no longer lie to a innocent man
Caught between a woman and her soul’s desire to truly love, herself
Take my deepest sorrow as I’ve wasted your time too
Precious seconds, never to be redeemed again
I only hope that you may salvage a relationship at all
Oh how I see the hatred flowing through your body
Burning with the desire to end my happiness, my life,
Because I have destroyed yours
So hate me for now, I deserve it
But, just know, that was never my intention
You are not my lover any longer, but you have played your part in my life
As I have done in yours
The curtain closes on some plays earlier than expected
Ours slammed shut, so fast. So violently
we just didn’t heed notice, Until it was too dark to see
that we were hurting each other more holding on,
than letting go and parting ways.
Two roads diverging, with separate futures awaiting
Mistakes to be made, and choices to be chosen
I’ve chosen life with him
But your eyes desire death for me
I fear your choice is to take my breath
Linger it in your hands and watch as I hopelessly die
Much how you believe I’ve done with your heart
But your love was simply incompatible with mine
May your heart one day mend with the thread of another
With this kiss, I dismiss all heart’s wonder
Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 3:37 AM UTC
Where do we go from here?
I can't believe that you are not near..
You're the cause of my every tear,
loosing you was my every fear....
The remarkable feeling of your touch,
the blessed feeling of your love,
The thought of believing you,
the things we have been through,
all my cherished memories have vanished...
I was wrong to trust you,
I was wrong to believe when you said
that I was your dreams for your future...
Was she worth loosing me?
How blind could you be?
Your desire was to deceive me,
to degrade my love that I gave you...
Look deep inside your soul,
I was the one who remained by your side,
In return all you did was lied...
I was never prepared for you too cheat me out...
Now as I lay here alone
I realize that you're gone forever
Forgetting you will be never..
Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 3:36 AM UTC
Who's sins am I paying for?
I got **** on my mind
Some **** that u told me
On Father's Day 2010
U said u wasn't my daddy
U broke my heart
And I wanted to cry
My mind was ******
And I wanted to die
I pushed it back as far as I could
But as time went on,
There were too many clues.
I started to noticed features
That didn't quite match
I wanted to question u
But didn't wanna face the fact...
That I had been the result of deceit
9 months in her womb and
Dad was left with the receipt.
Every time he looked at me
He claimed he see
The man who took his wife's *****
So daddy beat me
And this woman watched me
Cry out for her
Reach for her
Stare into her eyes
Tears flowing
Pain
Pain
It hurts like I'm being ripped in two
But I don't know by who
All I feel is pain
But pain slowly dies
All I hear now
Are my own ******* cries
But that's what I get
I wasn't supposed to be
U wish u had of aborted me
U didn't ask for a baby
I'll never forget that day
That day it changed my life
The moment I realized
I am a victim of self hate
Oct 17, 2015
Oct 17, 2015 at 12:23 PM UTC
Awake, awake my little Boy!
Thou wast thy Mother’s only joy:
Why dost thou weep in thy gentle sleep?
Awake! thy Father does thee keep.
“O, what land is the Land of Dreams?
What are its mountains, and what are its streams?
O Father, I saw my Mother there,
Among the lillies by waters fair.
Among the lambs clothed in white
She walked with her Thomas in sweet delight.
I wept for joy, like a dove I mourn—
O when shall I return again?”
Dear child, I also by pleasant streams
Have wandered all night in the Land of Dreams;
But though calm and warm the waters wide,
I could not get to the other side.
“Father, O Father, what do we here,
In this land of unbelief and fear?
The Land of Dreams is better far
Above the light of the Morning Star.”
Oct 17, 2015
Oct 17, 2015 at 9:24 AM UTC
I AM DONE KISSING YALL ***
YOU ALL ARENT GONNA KISS MINES
SHID YALL TURN YALL BACK
WHEN I HIT DESPEREATE TIMES
YALL SMILE IN MY FACE
BUT TALK **** BEHIND MY BACK
LIKE WE WASNT RAISED IN THE SAME PLACE
I DO ADMIT AT TIMES I CRY
I SIT AND WONDER AND ASK MYSELF WHY?
I TOUCH IT, I'M AFRAID YEA I FEEL
**** IT YALL THIS **** IS FOR REAL??
Oct 16, 2015
Oct 16, 2015 at 6:56 PM UTC