cynical or realistic
optimistic or wishing
when walking the tightrope
-to have a safety net or no.
May 19, 2020
May 19, 2020 at 8:18 AM UTC
I was a promising child
home as a war zone
I reconciled
grown men around
unknown or known
I remained
as their playground
my soul begrimed
one
stroke
at
a
time.
May 19, 2020
May 19, 2020 at 7:50 AM UTC
To the irresitable pleasures
i want to say
You have made me feel extant, alive even.
occasionally massive
like illuminations
burning heavy full of light
quick to disintegrate
vanish.
damage all.
damage me.
my sanctuary & my perdition
my liberator and my foe
all dreams & nightmares combined in Your utterances
Your misreckoning causes destruction
wherever i go
impossible to live with.
Always & wholly worthy of my demise.
May 19, 2020
May 19, 2020 at 7:16 AM UTC