I like you but it hurts. It hurts because i feel like you don't care. It hurts because i don't have a clue on your true feelings about me. It hurts because you push me away. It hurts, hurts to the point where i hate you and never want to talk to you again. But that same feeling is what causes me to love you more. I like the feeling of right now. The feeling that you care for me. But in a few months who knows what i'll mean to you. I ask myself that question all the time. "What do i mean to you?" Your good at this game of show and tell. Either you show and don't tell or You tell and don't show. Which is what I love about you. The mystery keeps me interested. To the point where i want more. When i say more, I mean more of everything. All the little cute things you do when it comes to me. Many guys have caught my eye but not like you. When I look at you i see something great. Your what I like to call " Greatness in the making". I see the ambition in your eyes. Every time we talk It makes my day a little better. I love our random conversations. I love the fact that out of all people I feel like you won't turn against me. I never worry about you. I worry about the things you go through. The reason i say this is because i care to much. I care about everything more than i should. But that's just part of my personality. But your personality is different, Your different. Now that I've gone through a change personality wise from being a kid to how i act as a lady ?, Were kind've opposites. I guess its true when they say opposites attract. But sometimes things don't turn out how you thought it would. Something deep down inside me tells me you don't feel the same. It's okay i had a feeling we would end up like this. But at the end of the day. I wish you nothing but the best of luck. And I hope you'l still treat me as you're little sister. Still, I will like you still. :)
Aug 7, 2014
Aug 7, 2014 at 4:50 PM UTC
I wanna wake with you by my side,
but where living in a different world.
I live in here and you live in my heart.
You might not seem to know me.
Nevertheless, You're the one i wanna wake up next to.
Come to me when the time comes.
Stay with me, let's embrace the world together.
I may not be you're ideal girl.
I don't have the luxury to give.
Still, You're the one i wanna wake up next to.
Aug 7, 2014
Aug 7, 2014 at 4:48 PM UTC
An ocean between you and me
Six weeks of common memories
Little things of you
So clearly I remember
Blurred feelings about me you say you keep
Though, so much together to be built
If we do not talk
It does not mean
That we don't miss each other.
If, for whatever reason,
We keep a distance
It does not mean
We forget each other.
Too late.
Your mind is in my neighborhood,
For good.
Aug 7, 2014
Aug 7, 2014 at 4:36 PM UTC
T'was like a midsummer dream,
from a distant miles
you came across and
paint my heart.
This trembling and heart-pounding feeling,
I saw what you did
I've seen it! It flatters me.
You cared for me.
Do you know the points (1,8) amd (2.8)?
the movie seat.
Watch your face, your eyes,
your eyebrows, your eyelashes,
your nose, your lips.
Funny I remember this,
for this are the only memory
i can have with you.
every time you said
that you are living
I can't speak a word.
Tears fall down.
And say GoodBye!
Now Your Gone!
Jan 7, 2014
Jan 7, 2014 at 5:31 AM UTC
I wanna hold you. xoxo
Sep 2, 2013
Sep 2, 2013 at 10:14 AM UTC
Age.
A big word.
4 years?
It's not that big.
You can make me laugh.
You can make me cry.
But it's okay.
I love you.
Can't you just love me back?
Can't it be me?
Time.
A big word.
You are working.
I am studying.
I understand
And it's okay.
I love you.
Can't you just love me back?
Can't it be me?
Moving on.
But it doesn't mean I gave up.
I just need to find myself a right place.
And one day.
You'll look at me.
Age.
Time.
Won't matter anymore.
And you'll say,
I LOVE YOU.
Aug 14, 2013
Aug 14, 2013 at 11:20 AM UTC
You played.
I've been played.
Foolish me.
I Like it.
I Loved you.
You're tired of playing.
You found another girl.
She left you.
You come back to me.
I say No.
Not anymore.
Even if the sun, refuse to shine.
Even if the sun and moon collide.
Even if I grow old alone.
Even if I missing you.
I say No.
Not anymore.
You can be mad.
You can scream at me.
You full of himself Man.
And now I understand love.
And I'll never be the same again.
I will find the brand new YOU.
I hope you'll find Him too.
So we can love it together.
Now and always Forever.
Because in your...
Old You! **** IT!
Aug 14, 2013
Aug 14, 2013 at 2:28 AM UTC
I wanna write my love for you
But how can i?
No words can approximate how i feel
Not a single word is enough
I can't find the write pen to use
A paper that never fades
Turn feelings into words
Not a single word is enough
But I wanna write my love in the air
Where it is wide and clear
Pure and true.
Jul 5, 2013
Jul 5, 2013 at 1:16 AM UTC
Thank you for shaping my life,
Thank you for teaching me all you can,
You are no ordinary man,
You make me everything I am.
Thank you for taking the time,
Thank you for showing me the way,
And thank you for being there
When I need you,
Thank you for every single day.
Thank you DAD.
Mar 1, 2013
Mar 1, 2013 at 2:57 AM UTC