The seed is not the soil.
The soil holds the seed,
But the seed is not the soil.
The seed is not wheat.
The grain is not flour.
The flour is not dough,
and the dough is not bread.
You are not God,
but you are a part.
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 4:38 PM UTC
I am swimming in an endless ocean
At the mercy of temperamental waters
My efforts dictated by this apathetic sea
Volatile storms give reason to my struggle
But when the crashing waves cease
And the tide sits still
I wonder why I am even swimming
There is no land in sight
No clear direction
But if cease my tireless efforts
I begin to drown
Sometimes I just hold my breath
Let myself sink into despair
When I begin to accept my demise
My toes brush jagged coral
I know I must not rest on this bed
Or here I will sleep forever
I muster what energy I can
Pushing off the seabed bottom
Ascending up through pain and torment
I gasp for air at the surface
Relief washes over me
Once more
I have escaped the jaws of death
Only to arrive where I begun
Swimming in the endless ocean.
Mar 30
Mar 30, 2026 at 2:41 PM UTC
For each step forward
There is no step back
Theres a cost to the progress
But It just ain't that
Every moment in my life was something to endure
spent my life seeking certainty
Always looking for more
But now I want to walk with no weight on my back
It's been crushing me down
Always been on the attack
Fighting to survive just to go a little more
But if I am fighting all the time
What am I really fighting for
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 3:16 PM UTC
You listen,
but words pass through you.
You look,
but do not see what is plain.
You speak,
but say not what you mean.
You talk of feelings,
But refuse to feel them.
You say you love,
But what's left beyond words?
You ask for forgiveness,
Yet nothing has changed.
Jan 18
Jan 18, 2026 at 5:59 PM UTC
I've been searching for some time,
far past the present.
I spent hours exploring emptiness,
hands brushing through quiet dark,
looking for anything more than nothing.
I didn't find any horrors,
no blinding light or hidden gold,
no you in that formless void,
no trace of deep down.
Dec 29, 2025
Dec 29, 2025 at 5:42 PM UTC
You pick them up.
They pull you down.
You want the best for them.
they don’t want you to outgrow them
You choose growth.
They choose comfort.
You bleed, you fight, you earn it—
And still…
They call you the lucky one
Sep 16, 2025
Sep 16, 2025 at 8:30 AM UTC
I am strong.
But when I am strong,
I am too strong.
I am strong.
But when I am strong,
I’m not strong enough.
I am brave,
too brave,
or not brave enough.
I am good.
But when I am good,
I’m not good enough.
I am lost,
but not lost enough.
And when I am found,
I lose myself
altogether
Sep 1, 2025
Sep 1, 2025 at 12:31 PM UTC
Hello, HePo.
Your website has many flaws,
Don't we all.
If you need tech support
I am happy to help
On the house
Because we love your house
It is also our home
Sep 1, 2025
Sep 1, 2025 at 12:07 PM UTC
We keep asking
What do I want
But
We should ask
What does God want from me
Aug 27, 2025
Aug 27, 2025 at 6:47 PM UTC
My memories don't feel like my own
Nor does my life feel like home
I am a stranger
Wandering with an unfamiliar history
A story scribbled over in crayon and pain
I changed
Then I changed again
Until finally
I changed so much I don't know what I means
Who am I?
I'm just a stranger in my own home
Aug 15, 2025
Aug 15, 2025 at 6:04 PM UTC