How-To-Find-The-Lost - Hello Poetry

I never thought I'd get like this I never thought I'd take this risk Writing my goodbyes with this pen Thinking of the man I used to be back then I wish I had the strength to bring my death I wish I didn't have one more breath What else can I do when I have nothing left I let an angel push me off the edge Who's fallen now? When I look in the mirror all I see is black Everything is dead inside When I grasp the shards, as I peel back the cracks There's nothing for me to hide I will cut myself open So you can see my truth Use my veins as strings So the Puppeteer can entertain you Peel back the curtains like you do my skin I'm sitting here waiting for my life to begin As you applaud to the end of the show I'm sitting here at the end, preparing to let go I'd live the pain again and again Just to feel the euphoria from then I stood off the ledge signaling SOS No one noticed my lights I stayed up late, crying at night No one noticed my plight I know I shouldn't and I know I promised But the knife found it's way to my hand You say you care but I know you hate me My blood, my life are what's in demand I will slit my ******* wrists And pour my essence onto you Please give me just one last kiss Your lips are the answer to my wish I hope you hate yourself As much as we hate you Down goes your mental health Maybe you will join me too.

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Dec 13, 2016

Dec 13, 2016 at 1:23 AM UTC

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Mortis Causa (Death In Vain)

I never thought I'd get like this I never thought I'd take this risk Writing my goodbyes with this pen Thinking of the man I used to be back then I wish I had the strength to bring my death I wish I didn't have one more breath What else can I do when I have nothing left I let an angel push me off the edge Who's fallen now? When I look in the mirror all I see is black Everything is dead inside When I grasp the shards, as I peel back the cracks There's nothing for me to hide I will cut myself open So you can see my truth Use my veins as strings So the Puppeteer can entertain you Peel back the curtains like you do my skin I'm sitting here waiting for my life to begin As you applaud to the end of the show I'm sitting here at the end, preparing to let go I'd live the pain again and again Just to feel the euphoria from then I stood off the ledge signaling SOS No one noticed my lights I stayed up late, crying at night No one noticed my plight I know I shouldn't and I know I promised But the knife found it's way to my hand You say you care but I know you hate me My blood, my life are what's in demand I will slit my ******* wrists And pour my essence onto you Please give me just one last kiss Your lips are the answer to my wish I hope you hate yourself As much as we hate you Down goes your mental health Maybe you will join me too.

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A kind of life akin to a nuclear autumn With frenzied creatures drinking from a demon spring

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Jun 26, 2016

Jun 26, 2016 at 10:44 PM UTC

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Haze

A kind of life akin to a nuclear autumn With frenzied creatures drinking from a demon spring

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Something's missing And I don't know what it is Something's missing Can you tell me? Is it - Happiness (Balance) Sanity (Security) Something to find worth in me Love (Somebody) Life (Help Me Please) I need to find worth in me

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Jun 26, 2016

Jun 26, 2016 at 10:41 PM UTC

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Something

Something's missing And I don't know what it is Something's missing Can you tell me? Is it - Happiness (Balance) Sanity (Security) Something to find worth in me Love (Somebody) Life (Help Me Please) I need to find worth in me

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Are we the cattle of an entire nation? What have we got to lose? Except for those already lost You can be docile or violent, just don’t lie in silence! Rise up! Here begins a new age, end discrimination! Innocence is dead, the wrong men end up in the jail cell This place is nice, but life is going to hell They’re ****** ‘cause the former majority is now a minority Hypocritical foundations, this land’ll never unite What happened to Civil Rights? They only gave us what was left. You pigs - You must be bored just to send so many to the morgue I can’t stand to watch the news, this society isn’t one to put kids through And it’ll only get worse Time never changes, history repeats No more running (RISE UP!) This is the culling! The culling! Never will I be your ***** The culling! (x2) The United States lives an ****** Cold War! (Let’s Rock) We are the Antiheros, the Public Enemy Now join me friends, let’s unveil the clarity Who am I to you? When you look what do you see? All you see are the colors of sin The American Dream is broken, you breed loathing Who can, Who will - Make America Great Again? I can’t be led by a Puppeteer of Dollar Strings You wanna make the world free? (HUH?) But the only thing costless, is the loss of me Drop it! If she needs and investigation (She’s out!) That’s the end of an asinine conversation Rise Up! It’s far too late I am the spirit of those who live with a target One wrong factor can end an actor The leaders are gone, the show is over It’s the end of the road, but the start of - The Culling! A Constitution Diluted by Disillusion The Culling! A Jail For A Nationalistic Conspiracist! Time puses back, but it doesn’t make it better The War is getting colder and the water’s getting redder Every Rose has it’s thorns We are the Bulls with dulled horns - Branded! We’re the ones you reprimanded! I! Feel I was born in the wrong time I’ll go forward and see if they opened their eyes Or I’ll go back! So I could ****** Revolutionize! We all see, the ocean is vast But like the truth and time, It Never Lasts! Post-Traumatic Society Destruction The Bliss of Disorder continues to function All of the ways you hold us down Leads to a point we take your crown Everytime you hold us back Pushed in a corner, poised to attack One last push against - The Culling! We can’t hideaway any longer The Culling (x3) Your ignorance makes us stronger The Culling!

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Apr 29, 2016

Apr 29, 2016 at 12:21 AM UTC

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The Culling

Are we the cattle of an entire nation? What have we got to lose? Except for those already lost You can be docile or violent, just don’t lie in silence! Rise up! Here begins a new age, end discrimination! Innocence is dead, the wrong men end up in the jail cell This place is nice, but life is going to hell They’re ****** ‘cause the former majority is now a minority Hypocritical foundations, this land’ll never unite What happened to Civil Rights? They only gave us what was left. You pigs - You must be bored just to send so many to the morgue I can’t stand to watch the news, this society isn’t one to put kids through And it’ll only get worse Time never changes, history repeats No more running (RISE UP!) This is the culling! The culling! Never will I be your ***** The culling! (x2) The United States lives an ****** Cold War! (Let’s Rock) We are the Antiheros, the Public Enemy Now join me friends, let’s unveil the clarity Who am I to you? When you look what do you see? All you see are the colors of sin The American Dream is broken, you breed loathing Who can, Who will - Make America Great Again? I can’t be led by a Puppeteer of Dollar Strings You wanna make the world free? (HUH?) But the only thing costless, is the loss of me Drop it! If she needs and investigation (She’s out!) That’s the end of an asinine conversation Rise Up! It’s far too late I am the spirit of those who live with a target One wrong factor can end an actor The leaders are gone, the show is over It’s the end of the road, but the start of - The Culling! A Constitution Diluted by Disillusion The Culling! A Jail For A Nationalistic Conspiracist! Time puses back, but it doesn’t make it better The War is getting colder and the water’s getting redder Every Rose has it’s thorns We are the Bulls with dulled horns - Branded! We’re the ones you reprimanded! I! Feel I was born in the wrong time I’ll go forward and see if they opened their eyes Or I’ll go back! So I could ****** Revolutionize! We all see, the ocean is vast But like the truth and time, It Never Lasts! Post-Traumatic Society Destruction The Bliss of Disorder continues to function All of the ways you hold us down Leads to a point we take your crown Everytime you hold us back Pushed in a corner, poised to attack One last push against - The Culling! We can’t hideaway any longer The Culling (x3) Your ignorance makes us stronger The Culling!

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