What a shame how such attachment
Can cause such damage....
Nov 16, 2019
Nov 16, 2019 at 12:56 AM UTC
it was right,it felt right
right enough to bring warmth to the center of my soul.
it was new,felt new
a new I've never felt before.
it was you...
a soon that was to soon
to soon to thought I knew you.
no other to blame but I whom fell to soon.
a fool who's always to soon,nothings ever new.
silly to think it was right,just because it felt right.
soon is always to soon,dont be a fool whom thought they knew.
Nov 7, 2019
Nov 7, 2019 at 11:51 PM UTC
TELL ME....HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LOVE YOURSELF...TO NOT WORRY ABOUT SOMEONE SHOWING YOU TO LOVE YOURSELF BUT DOING IT ON YOUR OWN....
TELL ME HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE AT PEACE...
TELL ME HOW IS IT TO LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR AND NOT BE ASHAMED OF WHO YOU ARE, TELL ME....
WILL I EVER KNOW ?
TELL ME WILL A BROKEN SOUL EVER FEEL WHOLE?...
WILL I EVER GAIN SOME SELF CONTROL?, MY HAND IS AT MY THROAT....
TELL ME WILL MY BROKEN SOUL EVER FIND A HOME,IN MY MIND THATS DARK AND COLD....
TELL ME HOW CAN I LEAVE IF THERES NO WAY OUT...
TELL ME HOW CAN I LOVE SOMEONE LIKE ME....
Oct 8, 2019
Oct 8, 2019 at 3:26 AM UTC
Look let me tell you about a sad girl..all her life she's been surviving in a cold world..day n night theres constantly a battle in her mind..crazy no one sees that she's dying..she keeps to her self cause people think she's loosing her mind..they dont know she holding on to the line...everyday shes trying to stay alive,constantly smiling so they dont think shes lying..her heart beats pain through her veins...she suffocating cant you see her pain...every night her day ends the same..in bed laying down thinking why she survived another day
Jun 28, 2019
Jun 28, 2019 at 6:17 PM UTC
Gave you my heart just to watch you leave...all I ask is why are you doing this to me....
Got hurt so bad I'm not the person I use to be,that smile is what made me fall in deep...
I'm such a fool you played with me just to make me bleed..
Cant lie I love how this love is painful to me,cant get enough I want you to play with me
Oh how I love how you do this to me,I'm giving you my heart just to make it bleed...
I'm not the person that I use to be
May 19, 2019
May 19, 2019 at 8:09 AM UTC
Your quite the actress aren't you..
This whole time I thought you were true,turned out you played me like a fool...
I was so head over heels for you....I should of new it was to good to be true...
never again i'll listen to those words
"I love you"
Apr 27, 2019
Apr 27, 2019 at 1:22 PM UTC
It was easy for you to make me laugh,
It was even easier to make me sad...
My emotions respond to the words you spoke to me...I dont know how you got in so easily..
So tell me the lie you would say the most"i love you" lie to me steadily...
You left me I wasnt surprised...but you left these words that I don't know if they are truth or lies,
It was easy for you dont lie...
Apr 27, 2019
Apr 27, 2019 at 5:55 AM UTC
"I love you"..its a lie
"You have beautiful eyes",
It's a trap..
"With me you'll see the world"....another Lie
Mar 18, 2019
Mar 18, 2019 at 1:19 AM UTC
Lately been feeling a little less,care a little less,see a little less,talk a little less,eat a little less...sinking again
Mar 18, 2019
Mar 18, 2019 at 1:10 AM UTC
I asked "why do you lie"...
He said"i dont"...
"But you tell me you love me when you dont"...
Feb 10, 2019
Feb 10, 2019 at 9:00 PM UTC