I can't seem to comprehend
Or grasp what I feel when I see your face
But emotions burn up real quick
It feels red, blue and pink as notions
of explicit dreams stream through
For Every time you smile
Am just obliged to mumble
Words that don't convey intended message
While the mind warps through
Future Utopian bliss
Artificial constructs from imagination land
Based on scripts from subconscious
I can't alter or rewrite to favor me
If you could travel the universe on my mind
Through the sky constellations
Of my overflowing thoughts
Light by the fondness of your good heart
We could watch my wildest dreams
That starred you to infinity
In a dream you wouldn't have to wake
Visit the great wall of words
illuminated by the flashing lights of orion
There every script Lies a hidden message for you
Scripted at heart by forces I can't tame
Hard beating heart,
Overflowing emotions
wedged words
double edged sword
Bliss or doom
resilient to peek inside
Jun 10, 2019
Jun 10, 2019 at 7:27 AM UTC
An idea like a virus
Is Highly contagious
An idea is resilient
Like a malignant tumor
An idea once perceived
Can not be erased
A simple idea
Can end up
Defining us
Or destroying
Who we are.
A simple revelation of a idea
Can change all our beliefs
A idea of an ideal world
Can alter the reality
We believe in.
A vague feeling of a hunch
A Fanciful notion
Of mental abstractions
Blinded
In Pure essence
Crowned as an idea
Can falter our true self
Jun 7, 2019
Jun 7, 2019 at 1:15 AM UTC
Is it just a laugh or love
Is it a feign or a feigned smile
Is it just a funny joke or deeper truth
You did want to be in a relationship
Or is it you can't stand being alone
Are you really happy in it
Or is it that your inclined to be
Is it so perfect
Or it's that we don't see the imperfections
Are you not so happy
But still holding on hoping for change
Do you like to party
Or is it that it silence's thoughts
You regret but still do it
Is it that your well being
Doesn't matter to you
Does anything matter to you
Or is it that you answer society's
Obligation of what you would be
Are you so strong emotionally
Or is it that you cry under your pillow
Is it self confidence or just a high ego
Do You remember the last open conversation you had?
The last positive vibe you shared with anyone?
The last sincere apology you ever told someone
The best good thing you've done for someone rather than you
Jun 4, 2019
Jun 4, 2019 at 4:22 PM UTC
A dark veil
Covers the light
Like a shadow of night
Light is darkness
Deep into the abyss
It drowns
Deep and deeper, Everyday
Every day
Frown of darkness
mirage of light
Light's hope
A false sense of hope
Unending struggle
Of light and darkness
A vacuum
Of intense cold
Taunts and torments
All that crosscut the abyss
It's light is true black.
May 31, 2019
May 31, 2019 at 1:15 AM UTC
Word's are like
Precious diamonds
While the poet
Is a collector
Of the rare Gem's
The poet's mind
Is his mine
A ink pen
And writing paper
Is all he could need
To craft a beautiful
Breathtaking poem.
The spark of creativity
Is the infinite source
Of all his charm's
All his masterpieces
Are glimmering diamonds
Their beauty Captivating
Every reader.
May 28, 2019
May 28, 2019 at 8:30 AM UTC
Your kind sweet words
Redeem my soul
Everytime I'm feeling
Weak and weary
When there's no hope
You always come around.
It's your love
That keeps me going
The beautiful tommorow
You always paint in my mind
Draws a veil over today's nightmare.
You always breath life to me
Anytime I'm feeling down
Your the reason i believe
There are good people out there
You make my worst day more bearable
Everytime i see you smile.
It's undeniably a blessing
I got to share a lifetime
With someone like you
Thanks to fate for how
It led to that moment
When we got to meet.
©Hilla
May 19, 2019
May 19, 2019 at 7:20 AM UTC
It was a starry night
But she shone like the moonshine
Her smile was the crescent moon
Her eyes twinkled with the stars
Her lip's were pink
Like the moonflower
How she longed for a kiss
She hummed orange
In her breath
radiated elegance
More Captivating than a rose
She was the dream
That kept the dreamcatcher up
She was the fairy tale
The storyteller lived
©Hilla
May 15, 2019
May 15, 2019 at 6:47 AM UTC
ɪᶠ ᵐʸ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ ʷᵃˢ ᵐᵃᵈᵉ ᵒᶠ ʳᵒᶜᵏˢ
ɪᶠ ⁱ ʰᵃᵈ ᵃ ˢᵐⁱˡᵉ ᵒᶠ ˢᵗᵉᵉˡ
ɪᶠ ᵐʸ ᵐⁱⁿᵈ ʷᵃˢ ᶜᵒˡᵈ ᵃˢ ⁱᶜᵉ
ɪ ᶠᵒʳᵉᵛᵉʳ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈⁿ'ᵗ ᵇᵉ ᵃˡᵒⁿᵉ.
ɪᶠ ᵐʸ ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ ʷᵉʳᵉ ᵃ ᵍˡᵒʷ ᵒᶠ ⁿᵉᵒⁿ
ɪᶠ ᵐʸ ˡᵃᵘᵍʰ ˢʰᵒⁿᵉ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵘⁿ
ɪᶠ ᵐʸ ˡⁱᵖˢ ʷᵉʳᵉ ʳᵉᵈ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᶠˡᵒʷᵉʳ ᵖᵉᵗᵃˡˢ
ɪᶠ ᵐʸ ᵇʳᵉᵃᵗʰ ʷᵉʳᵉ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵒᶠ ˡᵃᵛᵉⁿᵈᵉʳ
ɪ'ᵈ ᵇʳᵉᵃᵗʰᵉ ˡⁱᶠᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵃ ᵈᵉᵖʳᵉˢˢᵉᵈ ˢᵒᵘˡ.
ɪᶠ ᶜʰᵒⁱᶜᵉˢ ⁿᵉᵛᵉʳ ʰᵃᵈ ᶜᵒⁿˢᵉզᵘᵉⁿᶜᵉˢ
ɪᶠ ⁱ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ʳⁱᵈᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗᵒ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵘⁿˢᵉᵗ
ɪᶠ ⁱ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵈᵃⁿᶜᵉ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵒᵒⁿ'ˢ ˢᵘʳᶠᵃᶜᵉ
ɪᶠ ⁱ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ʷʳⁱᵗᵉ ᵐʸ ⁿᵃᵐᵉ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵗᵃʳˢ
ғᵒʳᵉᵛᵉʳ ⁱ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ˡⁱᵛᵉᵈ
©̸H̸i̸l̸l̸a̸
May 6, 2019
May 6, 2019 at 2:07 AM UTC
If life is a movie
Mine has too many villains
To just be a part of fiction
Sometimes am the only villain in my story
But also a grand villain in other stories
There are scenes am highly proud off
And some, i bit my tongue no to regret about
If life is a movie
Then this is just a sequel
Or episodes of a life long series
Rarely rehearsed and unscripted
There's no tape to rewind
But i think even if i ever did
There is nothing I'd do different
It's sad I won't see it's premiere
To give credits to those
Who made it possible
©Hilla
Apr 11, 2019
Apr 11, 2019 at 1:46 AM UTC
I have emotions and feelings
Fell in love, True love, twice
And that makes me human
Without those imperfections
I wouldn't be human
I feel sad, I cry, I wipe my tear's
Fall down and rise up
I feel sympathy and sometimes empathy
I make poor mistakes, some bad choices
I've hurt others and I've been hurt
I've loved but never loved enough
I'm always high on Life
And that makes me human.
I'm weak emotionally but it's simple to conceal
I have a crush but nobody needs to know
I'm just ego high and highly self conscious
Always looking out for my best interest
But that doesn't mean I don't care
Cause I stare when you look away
I fall without even trying
And that is just being Human.
©Hilla
Apr 9, 2019
Apr 9, 2019 at 4:26 AM UTC