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Hi_Im_Panda93
Hi_Im_Panda93
24/F
A ten year old girl with a story to be told. She was alone with no one not a soul in the world. Her mom didn't care, her dad went away. Life to her wasn't fair, no one to tell her it's going to be okay. Til one day the voices in her head said "Go ahead, pick up that blade." "You want the pain gone? It's the only way." The voices would get louder and louder and she would just cry harder and harder. Then a big black shadow came and sat on the bed beside her. His aura made her feel at ease much better. He made her feel safe alot more stronger. He promised he would never leave, he would stay forever. Same girl, now 16 years old still with no one but drugs rocked her world. She tried to, but couldn't hide her self harm. Scars running up and down her arms. Still the same big black shadow never leaving her alone. Same girl, now 21 years old. Now with a baby feeling all alone. She met a boy who asked "Hey, would you like to date me?" But sadly always made her ask her self "Why does he hate me?" This boy drove her mentally crazy, and because of him CPS came and took away her baby.  Then after that, he left her for another lady. Same sad girl now 24 years old instead of a blade to numb her pain puts in her arm a needle. Still the voices always get louder and louder and she just cries harder and harder. The big black shadow whispers "I told you I  would never leave you."
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Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 3:17 PM UTC
A Story Untold.