Falling into your trap is one thing I shouldn't have done
You want to discover who I am
You want to learn my ways
You want to be a part of me
I doubt you'll be able to handle me
The true me
The real me
Who I am
You'll simply lose interest as I start to sound like a broken record.
Jul 23, 2018
Jul 23, 2018 at 5:07 PM UTC
Solely she dances in the darkness of her mind
In a cage of torn pictures we call our memories
Absorbing each and every word that the lyrics throw at her
Left and right she sways
With her eyes closed,
Out of this world she has left.
Jul 7, 2018
Jul 7, 2018 at 4:45 AM UTC
"baby am ***** he'd say
And I'd tell him am not
"please baby just one round" he'd say
Manipulative he was
Or rather I was a stupid young girl who thought she was loved by someone
The process from the beginning to the end was unpleasant
I thought having *** was meant to be spacial between two people but no
You'd take off my clothes
Push me to the bed
All I could see in your eyes was lust and nothing more
You'd come closer and my heart would start to break
The words failing to come out of my mouth
The word stop
You'd rub against my ****** with your *****
I'd tell my ****** not to get wet
I'd hope it doesn't get wet
But I guess the ****** has a mind of its own
And so it got wet
I'd try to contract my ******
Make my body stiff so that you don't get it
But I guess I was too weak for your manly strength
You'd put it in
And my heart would break again
You'd stroke so hard I'd want to scream no
But I couldn't
I was afraid to tell you to stop
I was afraid of you
I'd let out a fake moan just to satisfy you
I'd scratch
And bite
And moan louder and louder
I'd fake all the things a man wants a woman to do when they have ***
When you came
Its where it ended
You'd wear your clothes
And come up with some ******** excuse for you to leave
And when you left
I'd sit there naked on the bed
Crying
Ashamed of myself
Questioning my power as a woman
Looking at myself like some piece of trash that just says yes even if she doesn't want to
Disgusted of myself
I was
***** and impure
You left me ***** and impure
Jul 1, 2018
Jul 1, 2018 at 6:47 AM UTC
I was a happy a second ago
Till I thought about you
These thoughts are like an experimental battery that just ***** away all the power that I have
It takes away all the things that I see bright and beautiful in my life
It takes me back to when I'd cry all night to the day's thoughts
I've lost my touch
I've lost my touch
People say am creative
Is that true ?
All that I do is write down what it is you put me through and still you'd deny it at the end of the day
I can't belive you came to my castle one day
And I let you in
Jul 1, 2018
Jul 1, 2018 at 6:42 AM UTC
Going away
On a trip of my own
RnB soothing my ears
Chocolate sweetening my taste buds
Comfortable clothes hugging my body
Fancy cuisines filling my mouth
My eyes blinded by God's creation,
His earth
Am not upset
Am not heartbroken
Am just craving my own presence
- her life
May 11, 2018
May 11, 2018 at 3:35 AM UTC
You are handsome.
A Dark skin African man
With all that melanin popping from the tips of your hair
The tounge of a foreign language
Walk of a native land
And touch of a king
That's how my eyes describe you
- her life
May 11, 2018
May 11, 2018 at 3:33 AM UTC
You was just a baby boy when your father left you
He didn't leave you for the worst
But for the good
He left to become your guardian angel
He knew that apart from him being your physical hero
He wanted to be more than that
He wanted to be more than just your father
But your spiritual guardian as well
He never left you for the worst
But for the good
- her life
May 11, 2018
May 11, 2018 at 3:32 AM UTC
Don't lose yourself trying to help someone else find themselves.
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 1:26 PM UTC
My body was a temple
And all you did was invade the throne
You never cared about me
Or my soul
All you cared about was what is placed between my legs.
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 1:21 PM UTC
He stabbed me in the back
And **** ***** me.
A lover?
No. Love itself.
-- Eleanor
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 12:51 AM UTC