The precious life lived,
Devastation brings courage,
Hope remains in hearts.
Feb 10
Feb 10, 2026 at 10:53 PM UTC
Means of healing,
Substance fuels the fire,
Searching for relief.
Feb 10
Feb 10, 2026 at 10:52 PM UTC
When I am depressed,
I cannot make myself
care about anything.
Sometimes I get so tired,
that I cannot act
like my usual self.
Sometimes talking
is exhausting,
so I don’t.
And if I cannot,
I stay in my room all day.
I hide.
Doing things
that I enjoyed yesterday,
but that I do not enjoy today.
Going to bed at night,
hoping that the next day
I will go back to
something like normal.
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 11:24 AM UTC
Grey everywhere
No colours
Just shades.
No beating hearts.
Only a frown plastered
On my skin
Just going through
the motions
I look at my hands
They are grey too
Like I’m sick
Grey skin
No sun
Old lines
From the passing of days
That’s the only way
I realize
That the earth still spins
Otherwise
It feels like I’m frozen
in a time loop
Not sad
But not happy
Just existing
In a grey world
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 11:21 AM UTC
Tears,
rolling down cheeks,
staining.
Thoughts,
dripping.
The innocence of the page,
is no more.
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 11:17 AM UTC
Sometimes it’s like
I’ve got a box
around my head.
With strong edges.
I just want to push
my arms down
on the box.
Use all my strength.
See if it breaks.
If even I can get inside.
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 11:16 AM UTC
Tears demand to fall,
Shame climbs up into my throat,
Silent, I swallow.
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 11:15 AM UTC
The pushing of thoughts
off the cliff that is
the edge of my mind.
Feeling them fall
until they are
tiny specks of dust.
Dust that is always
swept under the rug.
Forgotten until a sniffle
turns into a sneeze.
The air gets harder
to breathe.
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 11:14 AM UTC