Determination is the only way I get what I want, even tho I'm trapped by morals.
Being hysteric with friends is one of my main ways of showing love even tho you might no identify it.
I see the best in everyone even tho they try to annihilate me in every way.
I do everything to help protect who I love, and yet I feel futile to society.
I smile even tho on bad days, optimistic and joyful, even tho I feel ghastly deep inside.
I be sincere when it comes to expressing my self, but I always believe a softer heart doesn't exist.
it's not easy being me,
the captain of my own destiny,
taking on other people responsibility,
being in charge of my indignity,
the lack of love of having soft tendencies,
being alone, not having curiosity
IT'S NOT EASY BEING ME......
Apr 26, 2020
Apr 26, 2020 at 12:08 PM UTC
I dare not tell you the truth, that I'm still searching for my affection towards you.....
perhaps I still believe in the myth, the fact that love is always there.
we're in the lost and found, but you always manage to drown me with your love, I no longer want to be a slave to you affections,
days have passed and we're still together, as you slowly drift to the back of my mind, day by day.
is there such a thing as endless love?
I no longer want to prove such a theory, there is no need for us to endure this much longer,
let us just say goodbye and break apart,
we'll keep the good things, and throw the bad things,
we'll remember the good moments and the bad memories for that's how we understand each other.
I dare not tell you the truth that the further we apart the less our heart bleeds
'No bleeding hearts'
Apr 24, 2020
Apr 24, 2020 at 4:58 PM UTC