The debates and conversations about these horrid things
The judged and stereotyped mental illness'
The unheard opinion of the girl in the back
The thoughts that consume her as she sits in her class
The illness' hitting her hard and instantaneously
She sits in the back and can't help that she's being judged by her unknowing classmates. She tries her hardest to keep the thoughts low. She hurts. They're killing her inside and don't realize. They don't know the truth behind her smile, the issues she deals with while sitting alone. Oh the Horrible Things that she's dealing with.
Feb 20, 2018
Feb 20, 2018 at 1:55 PM UTC
The worst part you ask?
It's the feeling of loneliness deep in my heart,
Or the darkness that surrounds me at the start.
It's the looming pain and the blood stains.
It's knowing that you have completely lost yourself,
not knowing what to do or where to go.
It's when you can't even cry, because you don't care anymore.
It's knowing that no matter what you do,
you don't ever feel like you are good enough.
It's the worst part.
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 11:08 AM UTC
You see me smile
You see me laugh
You see me happy
But in reality,
It's not what it seems.
You see nothing, an emptiness.
It's not real.
It's just a cover up.
"I'm fine"
"I'll be okay"
Two of the biggest lies I'll ever say.
I'm a mistake according to "HER"
I'm just a "no good *****
It really hurts,
but I'll never say,
because no one cares anyway.
Sep 29, 2017
Sep 29, 2017 at 9:33 AM UTC