Green-Heart

I already feel alienated enough
But I may as well rejoice at this void
There are other types of love
I don't care that I have no choice

Attraction

This isn't you.
This clawing-at-your-stomach
This throat-tightening
This fist-clenching
This head-splitting moment.

You don't wish for those feelings
you don't need *that*
for validation.
You're happy with the way you are, 
Thanks.

But sometimes, you wonder what
that sort of closeness feels like.
You yearn for a feeling
you'll never get.
Ever.